Thinking Perspective

Myself a post graduate in health science and my life in this pandemic situation is getting more struggle and worse day by day. I had a strong factual belief in my conscious mind related to this pandemic outbreak which is absolutely one's plan and conspiracy. I just shared this logical hypothesis of mine to some friends and colleagues and their replies really surprised me. Some of my friends laughed at me after listening to what i said and at other end, one of my colleague actually motivated me for this logical hypothesis which I derived and suggested me to convert this into empirical hypothesis. Then I followed my heart taking my brain to get a better outcome. I researched all day long, asked questions myself but it didn't helped me to get better reasons and evidences to substantiate my logical hypothesis.

On one fine day, I was terribly feeling exhausted and unknowingly I dossed off to sleep little early. Later my subconscious mind became conscious I could remember all the implicit thoughts that I had. I couldn't believe what I could see with my closed eyes. There was a white light and I focussed more and now I could see a man in a doctor's outfit. I again focused more onto the face and I couldn't see his face because of the bright light and I Heard ' Suhail, what do you want to know?'. I didn't replied and the sound started echoing in my ears. I was terrified and I replied ' who are you and how you know me?'.He told me ' I came to make your time little informative and resourceful which you like. I know you are spending your all day thinking about me the master brain. I really don't want to reveal myself, but as I do I am the creator of severe acute respiratory syndrome novel corona 2019 virus'.I sighed and asked him why did you do it. He replied "The greatest unknown threat to mankind is modern medicine that people are not awared off. We create all these vaccines, antibiotics, cure for diseases that never be cured off. This planet was not designed to support 8 billion people".Since he was in a doctor's outfit, I asked him that " you are a doctor and you are supposed to save lives instead of killing them". He replied that " Doctors don't want to save lives, but eager to save the human race from extinction. If we do nothing the destruction is guaranteed. It is already spiralling out of control. In our life time, we are going to see famine, resource scarcity, drought, poverty on unimaginable scale. Somebody got have the courage to do what has to be done to save the human species. This covid 19 that we are trying so desperately to find a cure for is actually the last and final option of a dying planet to save itself".I got frightened and I asked "are we going to die?". He vanished and my alarm rang and I woke up. I asked myself whether it was real and what if it is real, am I apt to face the hardest. I got somany answers for the haunted questions from myself which gave me a lot of premise thoughts to have better conclusion.