The first impressions we had aren't the same, or that isn't the way we think about us now...
THE DAY WE FIRST MET
It wasn't that great
I don't know why
I still remember
But in the morning around eight
I was tired, but already late
It was a new start afterall
In a new school , she gave me
A piece with some butter, but still I ate
I ran towards the class
Unknown of the fact
That i will ruin someone's
Shirt with some coffee in school
It was funny, but I said sorry
The stare I got I felt his anger ,
He didn't excepted my apology,
I ran but promised to buy him coffee
It wasn't the end
I gotta know he was in my class
Sadly, tho he came
But obviously was a little late
Well he again gave me stares
I ignore, later he came
And said it's okay , but he blammed
Me for all of it well we started arguing again
And I didn't layed back..
Few months were just like that hating each other, to be honest we were rivals since we met. But that day he was too close for me to call that I hate him, we couldn't stop looking at each other in the eyes.
It is a little dramatic isn't it, I know but that day I felt how is it to be that close to someone,
But that wasn't "THE DAY".
Many more days came, when we were close many came when we were fighting and were annoying for each other.
But, this, but kills me everytime but I tried my best not to love him, I tried to convince myself that I can never love the person I hated the most when we first met.
But nothing went the way I wanted it to be,
I loved him more and more and called it hatred.
I was confused and lost, I guess we both were.
And guess what "THE DAY" came.
I will remember every moment of that day, same as the day we first met.
He again was annoying and I was too.
But he was caring for me and I was too.
He was looking for me and I was too.
He was cheering me up and I was too.
He was just being himself and was fighting with me and I was too.
That day nothing went the way it should have, I was just wondering Everything will pass the same way it was.
But, that day world was a mess.
Actually my world was a mess,
The teacher came and told me too immediately come to the teachers office.
I was afraid and was asking myself
"Hey, have you done anything
'no I didn't'......
He was still looking at me and obviously I was too,
I went their and it was really a mess my world was a mess, my mom, my sweet mother who worked hard ever since we left dad, was suffering from life and death after the accident which happened the moment she left after dropping me for school.
Hearing that I was broken and I was torn apart, I went to the hospital with my teachers,
That day he came to the hospital where my mom was and looked at me while my eyes were full of tears and my heart was to filled up to fill it more with love.
But the only thing he said was 'I will always love you" and hugged me tight, I guess I needed that,
And I cried more and more and more while he only did one thing that too hugged me tight.
Everything was coming back, and my world too, my mom.
And he was there everytime, Every moment and when we came back, when everything was okay.
He said to me "that I found a women, stronger than anyone I know except my mom and your mom too,
I was confused and said why are you throwing these filmy lines and asked,
who is she..?
And he said that's obviously the person I love the most and I adore the most too
He continued and said looking into my eyes...
"That girl is looking at me in my eyes."
I was numb and just stared at him with my eyes full of tears,
He wiped them and said,
I hate you.......
Obviously I didn't laid back, even while having tears in my eyes, I said "I hate you too".
But today and every day ever since that has been a rollercoaster ride for my feelings and me.
First he was annoying
Today he's alluring
Tomorrow he will be loving
And again this story will be touching.
Our hatred turned into love
The first impression of him I had "that he's annoying" has turned into "deep and pure love".
Today he's carring me, my love and my secrets.
But the biggest secret is still a secret "that I had a kinda crush on him when we first met well he was handsome and every girl liked that".
But I still hate him for loving me more.
Then I do.
I have found the love, I was searching for a long time in the person I hated when I met him the first time.
But this time I will love him, more and more and more than ever, maybe forever or until the very last time.
© Saniyasain
