(Diary entry)
James Barnes. Just the thought of his name sent shivers down my spine. When I'm with him, my legs feel like jelly. The effect this man had over me was overwhelming. The only problem was... He was a player. It wasn't until he hit 17 that women were throwing themselves at him left right and centre. There was a vast amount of competition and there was no way I could compete with it all!
I won't lie, I found him unbelievably attractive. He had a cleft chin and jaws to die for. I know, I know, I sound like a typical chick, gushing over a man I'll never have permanently... But truth be told, I am madly in love with him! He has no idea!
I had promised myself that I would never fall for James but time spent with him changed that.
Let me see... I've known James for 7 years. We met when we were 13. He insists that I call him Bucky so I call him James just to annoy him and his friend Steve does the same sometimes... My one fear is that Bucky will go off to war and I haven't told him how I feel so I have decided that in exactly one week, I will tell him everything.
Until next time,
Celia x
