Our Fated Love

Prologue

When all this things start? I don't know, it's been to long since I've been feeling this things. Bakit kailangan na ako pa ang magdanas ng ganito, nakakapagod at nanakasawana ayoko na.

Kailan nga ba nagsimula ang lahat ng ito?

Back then we are all a happy family, I am only seven years old back then but all those memories are still vivid to me. We are so happy but then everything change when she came to the family.

Call me selfish or what but the only thing that matters to me is my family, all I want is the attention and love since I am still young. Paano nga ba nagsimula ang lahat?

My father's once told me that I will be a sister that I will be having a new sister. Back then I was so happy knowing that I will have a new playmate, a best friend to call. All those things shattered when she comes to my family.

I never expect that those things will happen. Masayang masaya ako noong araw na yun, excited ako na makita siya, back then I have no idea how sisters are being created that's why I was very clueless back then. Naghintay kami sa labas ng bahay noong araw na yun.

Ilang minuto rin kaming naghintay sa labas ng bahay at sa wakas ay dumating na rin sila. Tumigil ang sasakyan ni papa at sabay silang lumabas ng sasakyan noong araw na yun. Masaya akong lumapit sa kanila para batiin sila.

Tandang tanda ko pa nga kuna paano tumakbo si mama papunta sa kanila at niyakap niya yung batang babae. Umiyak si mama noong araw na yun pati na rin si papa ay umiiyak na rin at niyakap niya silang dalawa na umiiyak sa gilid. Back then I don't understand anything but I am certain that everything will change from that day.

Nakatayo lang ako sa harapan nila ang mga ngiti na nasa labi ko ay nawala na lang bigla at nakatingin sa kanila ng mataimtim. At that point my heart felt like it's going to be thorn apart. I feel so numb, every part of my body can't move I felt like Im turning into a stone. At that point I feel so lonely and sad.

Habang nakatingin ako sa kanila nakita kong tumingin sa akin yung batang babae na sa tingin ko ay mas bata lang sa akin ng isang taon. Habang nakatingin siya sa akin ay ngumiti siya sa akin na parang nangaasar na pinahihiwatig niya sa akin na hindi na ako pagtutuonan ng pansin ng magulang ko.

Tumayo si mama at papa kasama yung batang babae. Tumayo sila at naglakad papunta sa pintoan ng bahay at pumasok sa loob ng bahay. Habang ako naiwan sa labas ng bahay nagiisa.

Since then things have change the things that I am getting the attention, toys, and love had gone. My parents attention goes to her even my grandparents attention. I am to young to understand what's happening in my own family no one explain it to me no one paid attention to me it was just like I am a ghost inside the house. I even remember back then when I came late in the dining room they are all eating already like I don't exist anymore for them to already eat without waiting for me. I sit in with them no paid attention to me they are all talking to that girl. That day I very thankful to that maid who noticed me and give me food. Everything just change.

As I grew up no one still noticed me inside the so called home of ours. Just like I said as I grew up I understand everything, I am my mother and fathers daughter biologically and legally. And that girl who's name is Laura -yeah finally learned her name- is my sister who was been lost when she was one month old that's the thing that I learned basically I am one year older than her that's why I don't remember things that happened like that. I learned this thing accidentally when the maids are talking and again I am thankful to them because they still remember me.

Lahat ng ito ay nagputoluy hanggang sa lumaki kaming pareho we somehow became close together with my sister but not that close. My parents, they only noticed me when it comes to Laura saying that I should protect her, and help her every time because I am older than her.

Nagpatuloy ang lahat ng ito kahit na nagaaral na kami ay nasakanya parin ang attention ng lahat and no one appreciate the things that I do. Nag aaral ako ng mabuti siya hindi, nagagawa niya ang lahat ng gusto niya and still no one scold her. Habang ako I get honors and awards at school and my parents won't recognize it. Gumawa lang ako ng kaunting kamali mapapagalitan. Things have change slowly from that.

Laura have done many bad things that she keep secrets to our parents and some of those things happened to reach my parents. Nang malaman nila ang lahat ng yun ay nagalit sila sa akin hindi sa kanya. Why me? I don't know ang alam ko lang kasalanan ko raw yun dahil hindi ko binabantayan ang kapatid ko kasalanam ko bang gusto kong magaral at gawin ang gusto ko. I once said to them that my life doesn't belong to Laura and I didn't expect it. My mother slap me twice sabay sabi na wala akong utang na loob. Since then I ignored all of them including Laura.

Sa loob Ng maraming taon may nagbago. Naging mas malala siya, lahat ng mali niya ay sa akin niya sinisisi kasi alam niyang papanigan siya nina papa at mama.

Laura didn't graduate college inuna niya ang paglalakwatsa na appropado naman ang mga magulang ko sa disensyon niya while me I graduated with flying colors and they still didn't care and I also stop caring.

In the age of 20 umalis na ako sa bahay namin and started doing part time jobs because honestly my parents don't gave me enough money of course except for Laura.

I rented this small apartment near the school and I've been living there for almost four years now. At may bagay na hindi ko inaasahan may parents contacted me at tinanong nila ako kung pwede ba saw siyang tumira sa apratment ko for few months dahil malapit daw yun sa trabaho niya and I agreed in terms that she will clean and pay for the other bills and they actually agreed.

Tumira nga si Laura sa apratment ko, the problem is that she actually don't know to clean for gods sake in the age of 23 she still doesn't know simple house cores like washing the plate. So angbagsak nito para siyang senorita sa loob ng apartment ko bwesit.

Things are happening smoothly my boyfriend for two years visit me in my apartment at nakilala niya so Laura at first I am freaking out because he will also get from me pero hindi nangyari ang bagay na yun. Two months have past and Laura said that she is also seeing someone, honestly I am happy because she will not get Josh away from me. Sinabi pa nga niya sa akin na ipapakilala niya ito sa parents namin when the times come.

Laura is still staying in my apartment for six months already well she is doing her part in paying for the bills and still not doing the cleaning. Minsan napapagod na ako sa kanya dahil kahit anong pilit kong lumipat siya at maghanap ng trabaho ay ayaw.

As time goes on napapansin kong padalas ng padalas ang paglabas niya at paguwi niya ng hating gabi hindi ko na lang pinasin yun at hinayan na lang tutal buhay naman niya yun. Napapadalas naman ang dalaw ni Josh sa apartment hinahayan ko lang iyon dahil nagiging busy rin ako sa work but then hindi ko inaasahan na nagiging close sila ng kapatid ko yeah I admit it nagalit at nagselos ako sa kanilang dalawa but I just let it go dahil alam kong hindi ako iiwan at sasaktan ni Josh because I trust and love him.

But then I didn't expect this thing to happened to me. I really didn't expect it I feel so betrayed and I feel like I'm falling into an endless pit of darkness. That whenever I try to get my self out more darkness are trying to get and consume.

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See you all in the next chapter☺️☺️☺️

Sorry rin sa mga errors and wrong grammars.

Hope you like it.