𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗼𝗽𝗵𝗼𝗯𝗶𝗮 ☀︎︎ 𝗮.𝗲 𝘅 𝗷.𝗺

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james
alex oh fuck
im so fucking sorry
ill try to explain
i took a break from my phone because it was stressing me out to the point where i was so focused on it that i just felt like shit every time i came off it
i had all notifs off fuck
i just completely forgot we had arranged something
its my fault completely oh fuck

alex
its ok

james
no alex its not okay
i was a complete and utter twat and its on me
i shouldve remembered
i never intended to hurt you if thats what youre thinking
it was just a really big fuck up that im gonna try my best to fix
i love spending time with you alex
youre really fucking smart and you make me laugh until it feels like my lungs are about to pop
youre pretty blunt, but i know that you dont mean it to come off as nasty because youre the sweetest person ive ever met
you wouldnt hurt a fly
and best of all alex
is that you chose to spend time with me
you didnt just throw me off to the side
you spoke to me
you held my hand
and ill always be thankful for that
but i fucked up
i fucked up really fucking bad and im sorry

alex
you didnt habe to say all that
have*
but it was nice
thank you
i still like you james
im just scared
i hope you understand

james
of course
please dont rush into anything, ill give you as much space and time as you need

alex
i think i just really need a hug rn
i dont wanna make things even weirder between us but youre the only person i know that actually gives good higs
hugs*
can you maybe come over?

james
ill be there in ten
and alex?

alex
yeah?

james
im really fucking sorry.

alex
i know.