My Only Insanity *Shoey Fan fiction*

Chapter 14: Get Jealous part 2

{Shanes Pov}

I stared at him confused, as he took a seat on his bed and held his face in his hands, dropping his crutches at his feet.

Shane: Now where the hell are those from?!

I said, noticing the dark bruise like shapes on his collar bone and neck.

Joey: Well, these are you...

He pointed to two of them, one on his neck and the other smaller one on his collarbone.

Joey: And all these are Luke.

He pointed proudly to four of them running down the left side of his neck.

Shane: Now... Why the hell would you want to make me jealous?

I said, finally curious enough to ask.

Joey sniffled, trying not to cry. He was frustrated and so was I.

Joey: I wanted to h-hurt you, like y-you hurt me.

Joeys voice cracked, as a tear streamed down his face.

Shane: I... Hurt you? When?

I asked taking a seat next to him.

Joey: When you called me a freaking friend! You don't sleep with friends, stupid! You don't tell your friend your in love with them! You don't tell them how beautiful they are, or how they're your everything, or how perfect they are to you! Not like the way you did! And then now we are 'Just friends'! It makes me sick! I went to Luke's to fuck away my problems! It's stupid, I know! If you'd just shut up, and listen for once, you'd understand! But you left me here loving you, when you don't love me back! It was all lies! I hate you! I hate that I love you!

Joey screamed quickly and loudly, and I didn't know someone could express themselves that quickly.

Shane: How many times do I have to tell you, I never stopped loving you.

I said, putting my hand on his cheek.

Joey: Then why am I only your friend?

Shane: Because, I needed time to forgive you. We cant just fuck and then think everything you did was just okay, could we?

Joey: We could've.

He said, wiping his eyes.

Shane: No, we couldn't.

Joey sighed.

Joey: Well, now you definitely don't want to love me.

Joey said, and climbed in his covers. He turned away from me, and I walked to his bedside, and pulled him so he was sitting up.

Shane: Who said it was a choice?

I kissed him and he gladly kissed back. We slowly pulled away, and he looked in my eyes.

Joey: So... What now?

Shane: I don't know... Want to cuddle?

Joey: Sure.

He smiled and I turned off the light, climbing into bed beside him. He laid his head on my chest, and I held him in my arms.

I went to sleep with tons of decisions on my mind.

{This chapter is really short but I gotta sleep too.}