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Jake's POV
I sighed and laid my head down on my head down on my desk. I looked up at my screen and looked at me and alberts discord chat. My eyes filled with tears, then I began to sob.
"Why can't th-" I realized I was still on the discord call and left as quick as possible"..-ese jokes be true Albert? I'm in love with you, I don't care if you have a girlfriend..just please love me, even if it's just for a minute.." I rubbed my eyes and pushed my glasses off my face. I sniffled then got up before exiting off discord. I had to get ready soon, Albert said he'd come over after he uploaded the video. I stumbled over to my closet and looked at an old jacket Albert gave me in December. I smiled and held it close. I put it on but took it off after a few seconds then put it up, after I changed into a blue sweater with red stripes. Luckily it was really soft. All my clothes in the laundry. I went to the kitchen and began to pick some ramen noodle's, I groaned and rub my head. I've had an head ache for an while now. I went to the couch and turned on YouTube, I was watching one of Albert's videos. He looks so much nicer when he shows his face. I soon feel asleep while holding my ramen noodles in my arms. I began to dream what life would be like with my crush, albert. To bad he's with Kristen, I can be just as good as Kristen! Right?..

Albert's POV
I was a bit worried about jake, he told me he had been getting an head ache lately. But he was acting a lot more nervous than normal, it was weird. Plus he'd tried to avoid every conversation about Kristen..I shrugged it off. It was probably his head ache. I'll have to head over to jakes soon! I can't wait to tease him in person, he gets so flustered and red. Plus he looks really cute when he is! Wait..did I,- no. This is normal! I sighed then got up, I went to my closet then quickly changed. I huffed then walked out. "Bye Kristen! Love you." Kristen took off her headphones and turned around "Bye Albert! I love you too!" I smiled and walked out. I got into my car and began to drive to jakes, after all I would be staying there for a week. He lived a few hours away. I turned the music up on high and began to sing to it, but something bothered me. Before Jake left the discord call he said 'why can't the-' then left all of sudden, it was a bit strange. I was still worried for jake. Like I said earlier, he's been more nervous than usual plus he's been getting bad head aches! Hopefully he took some medicine. I sighed then began to focus on the road.

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Jake's POV
My head aches gotten worse, I feel a bit light headed. Suddenly there was a knock on my door. I bounced up and ran to the door, it had to be Albert. But the I thought for a second. It was 11, Does it take that long to get here? I sighed and hesitated to open the door, but I still did. Before I had a chance too look I was took right off my feet and took into a bear hug then he moved his hand to my hips! "A-Ah! Albert put me down!" Albert began to laugh as he twirled and put me down. "Calm down jakey! You're getting red!" Albert smirked as he cupped my cheek and walked in. My face couldn't be that red, right? But god, his hand on my hips..it felt..comforting in a way. A weird but nice way. I smiled then trailed behind Albert after I closed the front door. We both sat on the couch. "Soo, do you wanna watch an movie Albert?" I patiently awaited for his response. "Sure, do you have popcorn?" I nodded my head then got up to get it. I reached into the pantry and grabbed the popcorn, I took it out of the plastic bag and put it in the microwave then set it for popcorn. I went back to the couch but..A-Albert's shirt was on the ground? "Uhh..-" Albert looked over in my direction and smiled "oh sorry, I'll put it back on! It's just really hot." I shook my head no then sat down beside him and smiled. "Let's choose a movie!" Albert smiled then we both begin to scroll the Hulu, Netflix..whatever you can think of! After an while Albert chose..finding Nemo. I was in the kitchen putting the popcorn in a bowl. I went back to the couch and sat beside him. "Here you go Albert." I looked up at Albert, he grabbed onto my hand. I don't think he realized it, he looked up at me then our eyes locked. His..His eyes were beautiful..everything about him was..I shook my head then snapped back into reality. "..haha...here's your popcorn!" I shoved the popcorn into his grasp and looked away, I wanted too kiss him but..it's..it's wrong..he has an Girlfriend..my eyes began to tear up, mainly because it hurted me to know he had a girlfriend. But that is his choice. Albert put his hand on my shoulder, it took me by surprise. "Hey..are you ok jake?.." He wrapped his arms around me and held me close. "I..yes Albert, I am ok.." Albert frowned and put his hand on my thigh then pulled me close in a bear hug. My face turned red as he forced his head on my shoulder. "Do not lie to me jake..your eyes are getting teary..it's ok if you need to cry jake, I'm here for you.." I looked at Albert then hugged him, tears began to streak down my face and I held Albert close. Albert smiled "Do you want to go to sleep?" I nodded, I was about to stand up by Albert picked me up off by feet in bridal style and carried to my bedroom. My face was getting a bit red. Albert laid me down in my bed and was about to leave, but. I grabbed alberts arms and gently pulled him towards me "stay..please stay Albert.." alberts face turned a light pink but he smiled. He sat in my bed then laid next to me, before I know it we both fell asleep.

.-+•*~Time skip~*•+-.

Albert's POV
I yawned and rubbed my eyes, forgetting where I was I tried to get up when someone pulled me down. I got a bit scared before I realized who it was, thankfully it was just jake. But..why was he crying last night? Did I do something..? I sighed then pulled jake on top of be than began to cuddle him. I kept getting this weird and hot tingly feelings..it was nice in a weird way. Jakes body was really hot, I put my hand on his forehead than removed it. "You're burning up jake.."  I laid jake down then went to the kitchen and looked for his cups. After five minutes or so, I found them! I put some ice in the cup then some water. I walked back into jakes room, he was awake! Poor jake, he was really weak. I wonder why, he did say he gets sick every year during the autumn..but he never acted like this. I sat beside jack and hugged him. "Hey Jakey..you have a fever also, why were you crying last night jakey?.."
Jake stayed silent and leaned on me, I handed him the water than wrapped my arms around his waist. "I was just upset albert..ok?" I shoved jake down onto his bed and pinned him down "I'm not letting you go till you tell me why you were crying, jake." Jake tried to get up but, he just started pouting after a few tries. "Hmmph.." I began to giggle, I let go of jake and wrap my arms around him. "You should rest jakey, you have a fever still." I smiled and nuzzled his cheek, I noticed his face was turning..a pinkish color? Is he blushing? Awee~ before I could say anything else he had fallen asleep. "What am I gonna do with you jake?" I got up and went to the bathroom, I began to search the cabinets for some sort of medicine. I couldn't find any medicine, but! I got a wet rag. I walked back into jakes bedroom and placed a wet rag on his forehead, hopefully it would help. This weird feeling..it was back. It was the same feeling I felt towards Kirsten..no, I can't be..it's wrong to have feelings for your best friend, right?..ughh, I sat on the edge of bed and covered my face with my hands. All of this was happening so sudden, do I have feelings for Kristen or jake? Gosh..but jake is so god damn cute and sweet and..everything. Oh god, what am I supposed to do?..I turned around and picked jake up then sat him in my lap and began to cuddle him. "Psh, jakey you left your glasses on~" I took off his glasses and put them on his desk. I started to hum and then put my head on his shoulder. "mm..Albert?.." I jumped, I didn't expect jake to wake up so soon! I quickly put him down I then nervously smiled and looked into his eyes and smiled. "H-Hey, wanna go get lunch later?" Jake rubbed his eyes the looked in my direction "..ye- were you holding me?" Jake chuckled as he saw my face getting a bit red "no! I was..moving you!" I crossed my arms and smiled. I got up and waited for Jake to get up out of his bed. Jake got up and trembled a bit, jake fell over but I caught him just in time. "Woah..jake, are you ok?..We can go get some medicine." Jake nodded then held me close, I picked him up then carried him to the couch. "Where do you keep your medicine?" Jake sat up and whined a little bit. "I-It's in my room..the other bathroom is connected to my room.." I got up and went to the jake room then to the bathroom connected to his room. I opened the cabinets and looked through the medicine bottles, many of them were just for small stuff. I grabbed an bottle and read it 'Jacob 'Jake' green's autumn medicine' I chuckled. "What a silly name." Albert carefully took one out and held it in his hand as he walked out with the medicine. "Here jake.." I handed the jake the medicine and he took it, he swallowed the pill then laid his head on me after I sat down beside him. "Why didn't you tell me you were sick?..I would've came earlier." Jake muttered a few words but I couldn't understand what he was saying. Except for a few words that were 'Sorry' and 'Albert' I turned to Jake then hugged him. I held him close to me and smiled "do you wanna cuddle for a little bit jake?" Jake smiled "you know I'll say yes." Jake giggled then wrapped his arms around me and laid against me. It felt nice having him here with me..I grabbed an blanket off the floor and wrapped it around us, before I knew it I fell asleep cuddling Jake! I wonder how Kristen would feel..Jake and Kristen don't get along that well anyways. I don't think Kristen would be happy that I was cuddling Jake.

(Hello, thank you for reading this all the way! I really appreciate it. Bye <3)
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