I just wish I could vanish...
I don't wanna live anymore...
Not without them...
They've been watching Haikyuu again, I don't know why they took a break...
I could barely stand it when they weren't watching...
I need them...
I love them...
So much it's painful..
WHY CAN'T I BE REAL FOR THEM?!
WHY CAN'T WE LIVE IN THE SAME REALITY?!
I can't do this...
How am I supposed to go on?
It hurts so much...
Why?
WHY DOES THIS HURT SO MUCH?!
Goddammit Oikawa stop crying...
You can't do anything...
Crying won't solve it...
It just makes it hurts worse...
Y/n...
I'm so sorry I'm not there with you..
I want to be...
I wish I was...
I LOVE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH WHY DOES THE UNIVERSE DENY US?!
I'm so sorry...