This is my experience of falling in love in what they called VIRTUAL WORLD
Its quite clear to me , that we are done maybe we did our best but its not enough
Both from different places , we have met , we talk and made wonderful memories together ,
even we have different time culture ,language and religion we fall....
or better say i fall in love to you,.
they say its impossible to find true feelings on a game ,
they say you cant fall in love to him because you just met him ,
yea you just met him online, not on dating site but still we found us here.
It hurts us to believe on impossible things.
But still we want to fight for it and dream .
until,
the more love i feel the more hurt
the more longing to you the more i feel alone
the more i want to be part of your world the more you push me away
what happen?
i don't know what makes you like this
or i must say maybe you made up your mind and realized our impossible dreams .
saying "let us be practical"
and i let go....
moving on ..
i cant bear talking to you because i know what i feel.... i'm still into you
i cant bear seeing you talking to someone else , enjoying and smiling
and talking to me with no single smile on your face
texting like you really don't want to talk...
it hurts a lot
i keep everything away and escape from this hurt.
all communication and everything that reminds me of you was gone
trying to find my happiness in what they called real world
where there is people you can touch and talk.
feeling the fresh air, watching the waters in the sea
i say "i'm okay"
few more months past , its been a year i guess
thinking i can face you now
going back to what i'm used to
going back to our virtual world
where all are just playing the game make friends
helping each other and killing some spare time....
a part of my mind says find you now
looking your account, i guess its late for my comeback
your not here anymore, but still i hope you will come one day
i left a message and have a faith that it reaches you
after a month or so
you are there reading my message
happiness is priceless i found you
but on our exchanging message
you said you are now happy
happy with her,
i'm okay i say to myself
he found a new life
and i'm stuck with this
going back again
i wanna know if there's anything real on us....
are you really there?????
or maybe
our GAME is just OVER
