Forever - Jerrie Thirlwards

Chapter 5

Perrie's POV:

My mom opened my bedroom door, "Perrie, Jade's downstairs".

I smiled instantly, "Tell her to come upstairs..Wait why didn't she come on her own?".

"I don't know! Are you two okay? She looks nervous and you too as I see"

"No, we aren't okay. But that's why she's here, today"

"Oh okay I'm telling her to come up right away", my mom told me, "I hope everything goes alright sweetheart".

"Thanks mom", I smiled. She smiled back at me and headed downstairs.

Seconds later I heard someone knocking on my door.

"Jade, it's open", I laughed, "Come in".

"Thanks", Jade smiled awkwardly.

"Can you stop?"

"What?"

"Stop acting like we're strangers. You're my best friend and I love you"

"Perrie...", Jade sobbed, "I left you and-".

"Yes, you did. But...But not at all yeah?"

"Stop trying to make me feel better about it. And the worst part is that I'm not sorry at all. I guess I have you for granted and I know this isn't nice of me but I'm not sorry that I've been with Sam and Jack and Molly and Faith and Regina and John and Amanda and Nick, Will, Rorry and the others. They're fun.."

"What about me, Leigh and Jesy?"

"I'm not tired of you, I just like my new friends"

"I'm sure they like you too. But Jess, Leigh and I love you!"

"I, too. But I also love Sam. And as a good girlfriend, I'll hang with him"

"What happened to friends before boys?"

"It all changed when I met him. Plus, he won't let me be friends with you and the girls. He says you're not like us"

"This is bullshit! I know you and that's not my Jade!"

"I'm sorry I'm not sorry. It's time to let go. You, Leigh and Jesy mean a lot to me and I will never forget you. I love you, but we can't be friends"

"Don't come back to me when he breaks your heart", I cried, "He's nice and all but we are your friends!".

"Were. I'll just go"

"I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT WE'VE BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH AND NOW YOU'RE LEAVING ME WITH SOME GUY!", I yelled, "I even set you up! You said forever, Jade. You promised".

"Thank you", she whispered and exited the room.

"I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU! DON'T YOU DARE LEAVE ME!", I shouted but it was too late.

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"I love her"

"YOU WHAT?!", Jesy, Leigh, Ellie and Katherine shouted.

"I love Jade"

"Jesus Christ", Ellie sighed.

"Talk about awkward", Leigh said.

"And pain", Katherine added.

Jesy came up to me and hugged me, "Aw Perrie".

"I love her as a friend and as a woman what am I supposed to do now? I'm in a state where I don't wanna love her either way!"

"You need to get over her. This relationship you two have not healthy for you right now"

"Like I don't know that?"

"That's it, you-we have to forget miss Ohiwilljustbewithmybfandforgetmyfriendsanddidimentionthatmybestfriendissecretlyinlovewithmebutidontseemlikeigiveafuckforheroranyone"

I laughed, "I got it, I got it".

"Good", Jesy smiled.

"So how's you and Jake doing..?"

A/N:

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