My brothers best friend

Chapter nineteen

Y/n pov
I'm still so mad about the whole situation like that bitch really got the nerve to said ion care about my own twin brother death like what the left fuck. "Y/n, it's your turn to see him" my mom said. "I'm sorry I zoned out ma" "it's time to say bye" everyone was staring at me waiting for me to go see him.  I took two deep breaths and slowly walked towards the casket.
Derek pov
Y/n started to walk towards the casket when she looked down in the casket and froze. She started to breathed heavy and then turned around and ran right to me and didn't wanna let go, i just held her as tight as I could. I didn't know what to do. I've never since her like this before. I looked over at Ashley and Arianna and they came over and held her to then so did the boys. "Derek" y/n whispered. "Yes mamas" "I'm ready" "ok but imma be right here ok" she nodded her head and we walked over to the casket. Her looked at him, she grabbed his hand. "Ima miss you ugly" as she smiled. "Y'all look alike" Ariana said. Y/n smiled "Ik but I'm the prettier twin, come on chase tell me your better looking, wake up please" "y/n" her mom said "no he's gon wake up. he has to. He can't leave me by myself" I grabbed her face "baby he's gone" she just looked at me she getting ready to cry. I kissed her and she still looked in pain. "Baby I'm so sorry" she hugged me and didn't let go. They started to closed the casket and carry it outside, she started to turn around but I grabbed her  "I don't want you to see that"  she turned back around and held me tighter.