Avoid

Chapter 25

     I woke with an intense need, I realised we were still tangled up in one another. He started to stir a little.
   "Oh morning stinker." He said stretching his muscles out.
    Then wrapping me back up nuzzling into me.
I giggled "That tickles!"
  "Good!"
    I could now feel his hot erection pressing against my leg. He lifted up leaning on his arm looking at me with his deep sea blue eyes.
   "What?" I asked.
     "Nothing, you just look incredibly sexy. It's nice to see a girl without make up on. Looking naturally hot."
    I bit my lip he thinks I'm sexy and hot. All my muscles felt like they contracted at once. That need growing stronger.
I smiled shyly at him.
     "You shouldn't be shy Lacey you should be confident not like you were at school, you have that feistiness when you banter with me now but your body language gives away your shyness."
    "I know, I don't know what it is you seem to make me react. As for my body I.. welll..."
He grabbed my hands pulling me to sit on top of him.
    "Be confident, kiss me if you want to."
I nodded I wanted to alright.
His hands slid under my night shirt just to where my hips were.
    "Hmmm..." I closed my eyes briefly.
His phone started to ring ruining the moment...
   "Could you pass me it stink?"
I rolled my eyes at his stink comment leaned over to grab his phone off the floor but it had stopped ringing now, I saw text message notifications.
My heart sank when I saw...
Laura: I hope you enjoyed your blow last night :P xx
   I could also see a small attachment but it was clear it was a picture of her naked.
I sat up staring at it...
   "Lacey what's a matter?" He sounded panicked a little grabbing the phone from me.
   "Whoa! That was before I found out you hadn't slept with Ben."
I jumped off him. He shot up grabbing my wrist.       
   "Wait. Hear me out."
  "No. You just can't help your self, I've heard you too many times with women in your room. It makes me feel sick!"
He looked shocked.
   "Hang on a minute, we aren't like together. It isn't a relationship whatever this is between us."
I now felt stupid and embarrassed. My cheeks flushed.
    "Your right! Well I hope you enjoyed Laura's mouth on you. You won't mind hearing guys fucking me then." I tossed my hair over my shoulder.

His hands now in fists he stepped towards me. I dashed out of his room. I heard him smack the wall as I'd walked down the corridor to my room. Well serves him right, I get we aren't in a relationship but there's something there. We push and pull against each other. If he thought I'd slept with Ben got wasted and then did that, what would he do if he could hear someone with me? Plus what even gave him the right to be pissed, he's always at it with girls.
     I was so frustrated I needed release but I don't have time to sort myself. I hadn't for a while I was hoping for the real deal with him.
   Grabbing my stuff  from my room for a shower trying to shake thoughts of him out of my head. I had to be at uni soon I need to get a move one. I was still reeling when I'd had my shower. I threw my lilac tight fitted summery dress on grabbed my bag with my books.

I strolled into the living room and into the kitchen.
"Breakfast?" Lisa smiled but had a strange look on her face maybe she had heard us.
    Mateo had his muscular back to me facing the kettle.
  "Um no thanks going to the cafe to meet Hayley."
I noticed Mateo tense a fraction.
"Ok see you later then chick!"
I blew her a kiss, which earned me a grin.
   "Love ya girl.." She shouted.
   Nobody had told me they love me apart from my mum of course. I know she didn't mean it in the same way but it was nice to hear it. She was a good friend!
   "Back at ya!" I said shutting the door behind me.

     Hayley and I had some breakfast at the cafe. I tried to eat it but ended up just picking at it. We walked to class and sat in our usual spot. I'd told her I went out last night and was delighted I didn't have a hangover. She laughed mentioning she knew and that she'd seen some photos from Lucy's Instagram story.
     She got her phone out and showed me. There were the odd one with me in the background dancing. Videos of Lucy dancing. She had also taken selfies with Danny and Tom. Then a few of the last ones was with the redhead and Mateo.
   "Cool I never think to take photos I'm too in the moment." I chuckled.
    "You mean like here." Then showed me a photo Tom had taken of me drinking a shot.
I laughed nodding. I decided to follow Lucy on instagram, I already followed Hayley.
   Lucy has so many pictures she even had one with Ben. Everyone knew Ben though but it wasn't that one that gave me that jealous burn it was one where she was sat on Mateo's lap kissing his cheek.

  "Right class today..." The tutor called out.
Class had started the teacher was snapping back my attention from some far away thoughts I'd been visiting. I enjoyed the lesson and I was getting more excited knowing I was starting my placement soon. I was feeling confident as I was staying ahead and on top of my work so far.
    Hayley gave me a hug goodbye as I set off to my dreaded maths lesson. It went horrible as usual. I sat most of it just holding my head in my hands willing my brain to understand numbers. I counted down the last minutes till the lesson was over. Surely that's sufficient enough for maths?!
I was packing my stuff in my bag.
   "Lacey could I have a word please.." Mr Darby asked.
Great. This can't be good. I walked over to his desk. When the class had left he spoke.
    "I've noticed your not reaching the targets you need to meet. Soon there's going to be tests every week to see what we need to work on but you do have to meet a certain percentage. I'm just a little concerned. I've set smaller targets for you, please let me know if these are too difficult and we can work something out."

   "Yeah I find it hard to get to grips with maths. I'll try harder though."
He nodded dismissing me.