Strength and Power

Kiana

Everybody comes with a story and the way I see it "If you want the rainbow, you gotta put up with the rain"

Hey, my name Kiana but everybody call me Kay, I don't have a problem with it really because it's like my nickname, I prefer Kay cause every time somebody say Kiana I feel like I'm in trouble lol. I'm 20 years old and I'm from Chicago.. I'm a person that likes to stay lowkey so I don't bother to many people.. I'm currently in my last year of college majoring in culinary- I love to cook, that's my passion it's something I love doing and my food be bomb so I know others would love it. My plan is to open my own restaurant once I graduate college. I am very independent some of my family members would say to independent but I guess it's because I don't let nobody help me or because I've been single for years.. My family the type that wants everyone to feel that joy of being able to love another person and to create a journey with him or her.. but with me I am not looking for any type of commitment with no man! Don't get me wrong I'm not gay or anything, and I do see males all the time and trust believe me they do be fine but I just can't see myself getting close to another man, my story is my heartbreak- it's my past but it still haunts me, I can't trust another man ever and I don't plan to..

Friday Morning
8:00 am
Alarm - BEEP BEEP BEEP!!!

As I snooze my alarm, I look up out my window to see the beautiful blue sky, I just love how blue it be in the morning especially with my view, my apartment is gorgeous- and believe it or not I actually don't mind staying here the rest of my life, it's perfect for me I mean I do one day want a house but I wanna keep my apartment too.. the big windows let you see almost anything and the kitchen is to die for ! You know how much cooking I be doing and it's only me? But I have 3 bedrooms and 3 bathrooms , y'all probably wondering why I got this big ass apartment and it's just me? But I like having guests rooms cause when my niece and nephew come over they have their own little space.. Since I know I'm not having kids everything I do is for them, so when I got this apartment of course I was thinking about me but I was thinking about them too. How do I afford this? Like I said before I love cooking so even though I'm in school I did my research and found an intern that pays wonderful and I cook for many famous people, people I thought I'll never get the opportunity to cook for and let's just say, the food be so good they leave good ass tips but again like I said the food be bomb! So they hired me as full time too.

Apartment Kiana bedroom -

Getting up, I went to my bathroom and started to run my shower water, looking in the mirror I just admired my beauty, like any girl I have my flaws but today I just feel like I'm glowing. Don't get me wrong, I'm very gorgeous well I think so, self love is the best love.. my best feature about myself is my eyes, I love green.. it's my favorite color and with my birthday being in May you know my zodiac color is green too which is a bonus ! Taurus gang baby.

Kiana -

I'm a singer. I don't post videos or anything like that but I have a decent voice, only person who know how I get down is my sister Jasmine.. only because she caught me singing in the shower and when I cook, I'm telling y'all once I'm cooking and my music playing im in my zone. But after finishing my shower it's 9:30 I want to make it to my class around 10 because it get so crowded it literally be no seats left but someway some how I always get caught in traffic, but it's this young fine ass gentleman who always save me a seat, now before y'all start assuming, I don't know this man but he seem like he cool. I always say thank you for whenever he save me seat but I never catch his name, I told y'all I'm lowkey I don't want nobody knowing me like that but damn I guess he lowkey too cause he never ever tried to make small talk with a bitch either.. which was weird in a way.. cause I'm fine and he damn sure is fine but you know .. I'm not tripping though, niggas ain't even on my agenda.

Izzy -

He fine asf omg😩 I just had to put him in one of my stories causeeee man YKDVs🥴😍

Arriving at class at 10:45- Im so irritated because this shit always happening, I literally get up so early only to be so late but like I said before, I always have a seat. Walking in the classroom, all eyes turned on me as the door closed loud asl, I told my culinary teacher sorry and made my way to my seat that nobody was sitting in.. Sitting down I noticed ole boy was just chilling scrolling down his time line, I quietly say " thank you for saving my seat " and he just looked up at me and nodded his head. One thing about me I'm real big on respect and giving respect so I was kinda upset when he ain't say " you welcome" and he normally he do.. I wasn't feeling that nod so my big mouth ass wanted to let him know that " when a person say thank you, the other person suppose to say you welcome" it's just a sign of respect cause I didn't say " thank you " with my head. He just looked at me and did a smirk, I guess he thought I was joking but I was so serious, but with that being said I went back to minding my business, and watching my professor/ chef talk about different spices.

After class I have work, I work at this restaurant called " Longhorn Steakhouse" we literally have the best steaks in the world, my coworkers there love me and I love them, they literally became family after 2 weeks of me being there when I started. But looking at the time I don't have to attend them until 3 in the afternoon so I decided to chill and just walk around our little campus. I attend Robert Morris University the school itself is nice, the people and the environment was calm.. it's very diverse which is cool to me. While sitting on the couches they had outside I got on my phone and stared to upload selfies to my Snapchat, I just don't know what it is but my skin was really popping today. Getting the angles and making sure the sun is sitting perfect on me I get interrupted when somebody bumps into me from the behind looking back I see two big headed boys playing football.

Him - oh my bad shawty, Ian even see you right here
Kiana - you good, I'll just move

- looking up not noticing his face I didn't realize it was dude from class, the boy who be saving my seat..

Izzy - nah you don't gotta move, that's my fault umm..
Kiana - Kiana
Izzy - that's my fault Kiana

Giving him a firm smile I started to walk away, cause I felt like I was done here.. trying to walk away I felt somebody grab my arm.. my heart instantly get to pounding.. " yo don't touch me" I said while now walking faster to my car.

Izzy POV-

Finally out of class, me and my homie wanted to fuck around and play football until I gotta go bust this move. Fucking around with him I accidentally tripped and hit this girl that I didn't even know who was behind me. As I said my apology I noticed this the shordy I got class with, she bad asl but lil homie never spark conversation until today but I was in my mood, I was irritated cause some shit with down that'll y'all ah soon know about. But anyway, she was gorgeous and I finally got ha name.. I wanted to get ha number but after I tried to stop her she completely bugged up with a nigga, she speeded off so fast I wanted to tell her like I didn't mean no harm but shidd she left and I didn't stop ha but I she was scared asl.. something was off. Feeling the vibration in my pocket go off, I pull my phone out and notice my lil bitch calling- I wasn't in the mood for no bullshit right now, and if anything she calling for some money.. ha lil broke ass need a job I don't know why I waste my time with ha ass man.. thinking to myself I just put my phone on DND and told my homie let's roll out.. I was hungry asl.

I hope you guys enjoy this first chapter. Please VOTE AND COMMENT❤️. I will be responding to you guys. Xoxo bri🦋