TATTOOS | KOOKV

Ch 8

Sometimes he wondered when he had lost the ability to love, and if it was because of the sight that was stolen from him

He had never felt so skinned, so feared as he was when the darkness took over his sight, feeling trapped in a space he never imagined to be in

A place he didn't dare to think, or more like didn't see a possibility of it. The thought of not being able to ever see anyone, anything was not there

It was never there, then why was it suddenly. Why did it have to now cross his mind every second and minute he lives. Even if he didn't want to he had to. And that was the worst part

He tried to remember what caused it, why it was even caused but it just won't work. Maybe it's the way he was, or maybe the way he behaved

But how can anyone deserve to lose their sight, how can the colors, people and nature be taken away from someone so fast

He hated it, he wished people saw that. But what they saw was nothing but Taehyung. Something he couldn't see

The house was filled with the distant music and sounds of chattering. Weather it was people or glasses was confusing.

The two had fallen asleep while watching the movie, both taking up the place on the couch while they still kept their distance.

Taehyung sitting down as his head was sound asleep on the armchair, while Jungkook leaned his head back on the couch with his arm crossed, falling between sleepiness and awakness

His half asleep state was woken from the sounds coming from Taehyung. Jungkook slowly opened his eyes, groaning a bit from the light of the TV hitting his eyes. He turned to look at the other once he heard him breathing faster.

Jungkook straightened himself once he saw him shaking in his sleep, his breathing unrecognized as he kept breathing fast almost in fear.

It was obvious he had a nightmare, and Jungkook, half asleep didn't know better than to try to wake him up

"Taehyung, hey wake up"

His voice was hoarse from the sleep. Taehyung still didn't woke and his breathing and shaking only fastened making Jungkook straighten himself again

The calling didn't help, and he only seemed to be getting worse, so after letting out a quiet groan he took a hold of the others shoulders, shaking him and calling his name a bit making the other almost jump up awake, startling both

"Hey, hey calm down"

Jungkook told almost quietly, as the other had woken but was still breathing to fast, and shaking against his hands. Seeing him shaking made him almost forget what he was doing, as he slowly leaned him against himself. Making the blond head fall against his chest, his hair strands brushing against the others chin

"It's fine now, it was just a dream"

He told, his voice almost vibrating against Taehyung hair as the other leaned against his chest. The position was almost awkward, but Taehyung was to shaken up to even worry about that

Jungkook patted his shoulder, his thumb brushing against his shirt as the other was fast to fall asleep again, but now leaning against something warmer.

He could almost feel the blonds fastened heartbeat from the closeness they were in, looking down every now and then to only see how long the others eyelashes were from there

It was a weird thing to focus on, but he couldn't help but think of it as the only thing he saw was the other against him. He sighed, not thinking he would ever be in a situation with his best friends cousin sleeping against him.

But it didn't take long before Jungkook had fallen asleep himself from the soft snoring of the other, both still in the warmth of the other as they had fallen asleep in the position