MY HOPE AMEEN 💝

Life Sucks !! 😣

Heyyyy !! Do I look familiar to you guys Naa ??? I m Alley. I 'm not a lil because I ' m 18 years old( mommy girl is growing up ) ..I am independent, open minded, somewhat crazy like a mad cat🤔, optimistic, passionate , loyal , ambitious , patient , honest and also intelligent because I scored really well last year in exams . I do believe that "physical beauty will fade but it's the inner beauty that transcends time".                 But life sucks when you get to know that your beloved ones is dying ..I don't know what's gonna be next .Life hurts more than death .I look strong but inside i m dying but still I pretend that I can bear more burden and even more pressure on my shoulders.Daddy always said this freaky lines  "Where there's is hope, there's life.It fills us with great courage and make us more strong again"...The problem raises when dad started getting ill like everyday he had different symptoms regarding his fatal disease ..The lungs cancer is gradually increasing.When i see daddy in pain I felt very weak. Daddy, your ill health has taken away all my joy and happiness and I wish you were here with me like you always be in past. That time it's felt like a shady tree that protects me from heat and give me shelter by his warmth hands.This is not the only problem this is just a beginning(a trailer )of unstoppable hardships.I born as an Atheist and from beginning blindly following my ancestors culture and traditions but I know there is someone who dwell among us . I always think that we lived  and then we all died so why we even comes in this gigantic world  because here is no reason to breath. Does God exists ??? The evidence of God exists in the roundness of things .I still believe we need to find God and he is everywhere and yeahh!! I believe in oneness of God ...So you are not alone ..🍂🍂You 've him and he 've you 🍂🍂    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Please vote ❤️ and tell me your reviews regrading story ...                            Happy 😊Reading