Fan fiction by bluedelilah
💋- bluedelilah picks/alternatives
🥃- Kylo POVs
Completed: 11/15/2020
•"My Cheating Heart" by Love Fame Tragedy—
"May I Cut In?": Meeting Kylo/Porsche ride home
•"Okay" by Chase Atlantic—
"Devotion": Kylo's apartment
•"Way Down We Go" by KALEO—
"Devotion": "Mmm is that not devotion?"- Kylo
•"Swim" by Chase Atlantic—
"Look at me": Pool sex
•"Comfort You" by Letters from the Fire—
"The Smell of Cigarettes & Rain": opening sex scene on the counter.
•"Restless" by Cold War Kids—
"The Smell of Cigarettes & Rain": conversation with Kylo on balcony
•"Fire" by Gavin DeGraw—
"Anything You Want": Inside Chanel
•"You Had Me At Hello" by A Day to Remember— "Anything You Want": anxiety attack
•"Take Over" by Nick Jonas—
"Unzipped": Gucci dressing room sex
•"Godless" by Banks—
"You're Forgetting My Name": half-asleep sex
•"Wrong (feat. Lil Uzi Vert)"—
"Interruption": "You need a safe word."- Kylo
•"Mirrors" by Natalia Kills—
"Interruption"
• "Stay A While" by Cemetery Sun— "Saturday":Morning with Kylo
•"Flesh" by Simon Curtis—
"Saturday": Shower sex/punishment
•"Boston" by Augustana—
"Saturday": Walk with Kylo
•"Therapy" by All Time Low—
"Thanksgiving": Rey vs. Mom&Dad
•"We Might As Well Be Strangers" by Keane—"Thanksgiving": Phone call from Kylo
•"Nothing to Do With Love" Halestorm—
"Twice Isn't Enough": "It's not my job to make you feel better."- Kylo
•"God is a Woman" by Ariana Grande—
"Twice Isn't Enough": "I'm wearing the black one"-y/n
•"Raise Hell" by Dorothy —
"The Stranger In New York": Arriving at hotel/Kylo's card
•"Hello, Brooklyn" by All Time Low—
"The Stranger In New York": Solo shopping/Brooklyn Bridge
🥃•"Falling to Pieces" by Junior Doctor—
"The Stranger In New York": "It's good to see you, Ben"- Stranger
•"Always" by Gavin James—
"Cruel": Questioning Kylo after the musical, "Why did he call you Ben?"-y/n
•"Love is Madness (feat.Emma)" by Thirty Seconds to Mars—"Cruel": Distressed Kylo sex
🥃•"Lovely" by Lauren Babic & Seraphim—
"Cruel": Blood on Kylo's fingers/Him wandering New York City alone
•"Never Say Never"by The Fray—
"Cruel": Kylo leaves you alone in hotel
•"Lover Dearest" by Marianas Trench—
"Cruel": Kylo returns
💋•"Tell Me It's Real" by Seafret—"Cruel": "Y/n mourns what she hasn't lost yet"- bluedelilah
💋•"Home" by Catie Turner— "post-Cruel"- bluedelilah
•"New York" by St.Vincent —
I just imagine y/n listening to this on repeat after she gets back and hasn't heard from Kylo in two days.
•"6 Months" by Hey Monday—
"A Snowy Day & His Freezing Hands": Snow falling/Kylo's study/Getting too attached
💋•"Wild" by John Legend & Gary Clark Jr.—"A Snowy Day & His Freezing Hands"
•"Begging for Thread" by Banks—
"A Snowy Day & His Freezing Hands": Bathtub sex
•"Hot N Cold" by Katy Perry—
"High Limit"
•"Fun Tonight" by Lady Gaga—
"High Limit": Blackjack/Running out of the casino
•"Devil Side" by Foxes—
"High Limit":Confrontation outside casino
•"The Beautiful & Damned" by G-Eazy—
"High Limit": Porsche ride home
•"Learned My Lesson" by Boys of Fall—
"High Limit": Slamming the Porsche door/Going inside apartment and having a well deserved breakdown.
💋•"Smother" by Daughter—"High Limit": THE breakdown
•"Heartache" by ONE OK ROCK—
in between "High Limit" & "80 Pound Cardstock"
•"Reality Without You(Acoustic)" by Our Last Night—in between "High Limit" & "80 Pound Cardstock"
•"<3" by Cherub—
in between "High Limit" & "80 Pound Cardstock"
•"Memories" by ONE OK ROCK—
in between "High Limit" & "80 Pound Cardstock"
•"My Backwards Walk" by Frightened Rabbit —
"80 Pound Cardstock": At Outskirt Cafe with Ivy, Rey and Sophie
•"Fuck It" by Glass Tides—
"80 Pound Cardstock": Kylo fucking Ren walks into the stationary shop.
🥃•"What About Me (feat. Post Malone)" by Lil Wayne— I like to think Kylo has been listening to sad jams too.
🥃•"Falling" by Harry Styles—
Another one I like to think Kylo would listen to after "80 Pound Cardstock"
💋•"If I Get High"— by Nothing But Thieves before "Perfect, Everything's Perfect"
•"I'm a Mess" Bebe Rexha—
"Perfect, Everything's Perfect"
•"Rhythm of the Room" by Divided by Friday—"Perfect, Everything's Perfect": Inside the club
•"White Nights" by Oh Land—
"Perfect, Everything's Perfect": Leaving the club/Kylo Calls
•"Greenlights" by Krewella—
"Perfect, Everything's Perfect": Kylo shoves you into the Porsche/Take off running in the parking garage
🥃•"Sunflower" by Chord Overstreet—
"Perfect, Everything's Perfect":Kylo's POV after you pass out in his bed
•"Life of the Party" by All Time Low—
"The Aftermath": Waking up/Puking/Trying to sneak out of Kylo's
•"By Now" by Marianas Trench—
"The Aftermath":"Wait"- Kylo
•"I Won't Let You Go" by Switchfoot—
"The Aftermath": Kylo buries his face in your neck, hugging you.
•"Pieces" by Rob Thomas—
"The Aftermath": Kylo on the balcony.
•"Take Me to Church" by Hozier—
"My Favorite": "His mouth met yours instantly and you smirked against him"-bluedelilah
•"Blinding Lights" by The Weeknd—
"My Favorite": "That's why you're my favorite."-Kylo
•"Sorry" by Nothing But Thieves —
"My Favorite": Conversation with Ivy about Kylo
•"Love is Fire" by Freya Ridings—
"Errands": "He chuckled and you took a mental photo of his dimples"- bluedelilah
•"Stuck on You" by New Politics—
"Errands": Conversation with Kylo about Christmas
•"Wonderland" by Natalia Kills—"Rich Men and Polite Smiles": "Your nervousness is contagious."- Kylo
•"Chandelier" by PVRIS (pop goes punk cover)— "Rich Men and Polite Smiles": "Ivy was here"- bluedelilah
•"Get Away With Murder" by Jeffree Star—
"Rich Men and Polite Smiles": Vicrul lifts his sleeve revealing tattoos-igniting your memory-making out in the club (Perfect,Everything's Perfect)
•"Toxic" by Kahlani—
"Not This Time": "Sit down"-Kylo
•"Gimmie" by Banks—
"Not This Time": "And now you won't make it again. Get on the desk"-Kylo
•"Dirty Mercy" by Gin Wigmore—
"Not This Time": Smoking with Vicrul. 1:30 I see Kylo opening the door into the stairwell barking, "get up". 2:22, "Not this time."- Kylo
•"Holidays" by Lydia—
"Not This Time": "You wanna dance?"- Y/n
•"Happy Birthday, Johnny" by St.Vincent—"Christmas Eve": Text from Kylo
•"when the party's over" by Billie Eilish—"Christmas Eve": Kylo's tears
•"Blood Bank"by Bon Iver—
"Patience": "Still, your heart was aching."-bluedelilah
•"Physical" by Dua Lipa—
"Patience": Christmas sex
•"The Archer" by Taylor Swift—
"Patience":Kylo gives you a Christmas gift
•"Barely Breathing (Glee Cast Version)" by Glee Cast—"Fourteen Days"
•"Siren 042" by Lala Lala & WHY?—
"Fourteen Days":Phone call with Kylo on NYE
•"Slow Disco" by St.Vincent—
"Fourteen Days": Showing up unannounced at Kylo's
•"Belong" by Cary Brothers—
"Fourteen Days": Kylo's sadness turns to frustration....turns to him rolling away from you after you tell him he hasn't lost you...
•"Elephant" by Freya Ridings—
"A lot of Things": "This isn't fair to me anymore."-Y/n
•"Song on Fire" by Nickelback—
"A lot of Things": You start.
•"I See You" by MISSIO—
"A lot of Things": Yes. You make me feel a lot of things.
🥃•"Uncomfortably Numb" by Michael Malarkey— after "A lot of Things": Kylo POV
•"What's Another Day" by Maria Mena —
"5 A.M.": Waking up before Kylo/spiraling thoughts
•"Bad Intentions" by Niykee Heaton—
"5 A.M.": "around my cock"-Kylo
•"Her Love is My Religion" by The Cab—
"5 A.M.": Lunch with Ivy & Kylo/ "You think you're not invited?" (I thought we were due for a fuzzy song and I felt it for here)
💋•"Yes I'm Changing" by Tame Impala—
"Too Many Truths"
💋•"Blue Cellophane" by BabyJake—
"Too Many Truths"
•"Fire" by The Winery Dogs—
"Too Many Truths": "They didn't like me."-Kylo
•"Wings" by Birdy—
"Too Many Truths": "Kylo pushed himself off the bed and lowered to sit on the floor"-bluedelilah
•"Fallout" by Marianas Trench—
"Too Many Truths": "And now, you had everything to lose."-bluedelilah
🥃•"Lost on You" by Lewis Capaldi—
before "New York is Cold in January too" Kylo POV
•"Two Little Lights" by Jackson Guthy—
"New York is Cold in January too": storming the "castle" (Kylo's New York office)
•"enemy" by Charli XCX—
"New York Is Cold in January too": mirror sex
•"Still Had You" by Jackson Guthy—
"New York is Cold in January too": shower feels
•"Daisy" by Ashnikko—
"This Game We're Playing": seeing Abigail at the store/coffee
•"Me and You" by Carolina Liar—
"This Game We're Playing": Kylo's office/going to the store
•"if I were u" by blackbear & Lauv—
"This Game We're Playing": Jenga
•"bad idea" by Ariana Grande—
"The Two of Us": waiting for Abigail/Abigail encounter
•"I Only Wanna Talk to You" by The Maine—"The Two of Us":"It was all because you loved him."- bluedelilah
•"Pieces" by Andrew Belle—
"The Two of Us": "You had never felt so awake and so afraid."-bluedelilah
•"Sink In" by Amy Shark—
"The Two of Us": (this definitely is one of my favorite songs for y/n feelings toward Kylo as of right now.)
🥃•"Fade" by Lewis Capaldi—
"The Two of Us": Kylo POV
🥃•"What If" by Safetysuit —
"The Two of Us": Kylo POV
•"Wicked Game" by Theory of a Deadman—
"The Two of Us"
•"Favorite Record" by Fall Out Boy—
"Alcohol and Pools and Moonlight"
•"claws" by Charli XCX—
"Alcohol and Pools and Moonlight":nightclub
•"Feel so Close (Radio Edit)" by Calvin Harris—"Alcohol and Pools and Moonlight": dancing with Kylo
•"Dangerous Night" by Thirty Seconds to Mars—"Alcohol and Pools and Moonlight": leaving the nightclub, riding home and drunkenly navigating the elevator
•"Kings of Summer" by ayokay & Quinn XCII—"Alcohol and Pools and Moonlight": it's freezing outside but you're in the pool with Kylo
•"Oh, What a World" by Kacey Musgraves—"Alcohol and Pools and Moonlight": seeing the moonlight across Kylo's face.
•"Heads/tails" by Hotspur—"Distraction": "take a fucking guess"-Kylo
•"Rolling Stone" by Niykee Heaton —"Distraction": night out alone
•"A World Away" by In Veils—
"Distraction":night out alone
•"I miss you, I'm sorry" by Gracie Abrams—"Distraction":lonely in bed, telling Kylo goodnight
•"bloody valentine" by Machine Gun Kelly—
"The Valley Where I Told You": not speaking of the first night in London/lots of sex
•"Backseat Serenade" by All Time Low—
"The Valley Where I Told You": not speaking of the first night in London/lots of sex/Plane to Scotland
•"Heaven" by Andy Black—
"The Valley Where I Told You":Crying Scotland sex
•"Signals (Live)" by Freya Ridings—
"The Valley Where I Told You":the icy walk/confession on the rocks
•"England's Dreaming (acoustic)" by Boston Manor— "The Valley Where I Told You":Kylo's unflinching silence
🥃•"Always Wrong" by Eisley—
"Home": Kylo following y/n down the hill...
🥃•"These Four Words" by The Maine—
"Home": cleaning up broken glass/silent dinner/silent in bed
💋•"Say Something" by A Great Big World—"Home":laying in the dark, begging Kylo to communicate
🥃•"Greyscale" by Sleeping Wolf—
"Home":Kylo watching y/n pack, still silent
💋•"My Tears Are Becoming a Sea" by M83—"Home":the breakdown as y/n walks down the road
•"Go Home" by Julien Baker—
"Home":the breakdown as y/n walks down the road
💋•"Goodnight, Travel Well" by The Killers—"Home": train and plane ride home
•"Michigan" by The Milk Carton Kids—"Home":train and plane ride home
•"Swans" by Unkle Bob—
"Home": arriving back in Boston
💋•"exile (feat..Bon Iver)" by Taylor Swift—"Home": crying in Ivy's lap
•"I'm so tired...(Stripped—Live in LA) by Lauv & Troye Sivan—the end of "Home"
🥃•"Forever" by Lewis Capaldi—
the end of "Home" Kylo sitting alone in the cottage after you leave.
💋•"For Blue Skies" by Strays Don't Sleep—
both "The Valley Where I Told You" & "Home"
(***if I understood Deli correctly)
•"Bitter" by Citizen Soldier—
during the 6 weeks before "It's All Pretend"
•"Hang You Up" by Yellowcard—
during the 6 weeks before "It's All Pretend"
💋🥃•"Rut" by The Killers—
during the 6 weeks before "It's All Pretend"
•"Heather" by Conan Gray—
during the 6 weeks before "It's All Pretend"
•"Suitcase" by Matthew Koma—
during the 6 weeks before "It's All Pretend"
💋•"Burning" by Sam Smith—
during the 6 weeks before "It's All Pretend"
🥃•"Ghost In the Machine" by B.o.B"—
"It's All Pretend": after Kylo sees you at Cloud 9
•"11 Minutes(feat.Travis Barker)" by YUNGBLUD & Halsey —
"It's All Pretend": Kylo's jacket, Snoke & Vic
•"Miss Missing You" by Fall Out Boy—
"What Now?":Maine & Kylo waiting on the curb
•"Screw Paris" by Chord Overstreet—
"What Now?": the ride to Cape Cod
•"The Story (Acoustic) by Fivefold—
"What Now?": The house and him finally admitting his feelings
•"The Last Time (feat.Gary Lightbody) by Taylor Swift—
"What Now?": the ride home
🥃•"Blind" by 12 Stones—
"What Now?": "What Now?"-Kylo
•"The Morale of the Story" by Ashe—
"Shared Nostalgia": book excerpt "The Arrangement"
•"Stay" by Post Malone—
"Shared Nostalgia": sitting in the hallway with Kylo
💋•Every Way" by Rex Orange County—
"Shared Nostalgia": "Night Kylo"- y/n
🥃•"Cobwebs" by Thriving Ivory—
"Shared Nostalgia": Kylo walking out of y/n apartment/his drive home.
•"Speechless" by Morning Parade—
"Search Party": "Exactly what you would expect"—Rey
•💋"El Musgo" by Gabriel Bruce—
"Search Party": searching for Rey with Kylo
•"Stay" by Gracie Abrams—
"Search Party": After finding Rey/Kylo staying for the movie everyone falling asleep
•"Sunscreen" by Ira Wolf—
"For Tonight": opening of the chapter
•"Grow As We Go" by Ben Platt—
"For Tonight": Y/n speech/Kylo staring/watching Sophie and Rey have their first dance. "I liked your speech"-Kylo
•💋"These Arms of Mine" by Otis Redding—
"For Tonight": the old song y/n and Kylo dance to. "Don't make me feel old."-Kylo
•"When We Were Young" by Andy Black & Juliet Simms—
"For Tonight": Dancing with Kylo. "There's something I wanted to mention"-Kylo
•"So Much Love" by The Rocket Summer—
"For Tonight": "Dancing seemed to exist somewhere out of time"-deli. One of the songs I imagine they girls would be dancing to at the wedding.
•"Mariners Apartment Complex" by Lana Del Rey—
"For Tonight": the conversation and ride with Kylo after leaving the wedding together.
•"We Made It" by Louis Tomlinson—
"So This Is How It Ends": a text from Kylo on Christmas Eve, come outside
•"Stories" by Jackson Guthy—
"So This Is How It Ends": "You began to write the end"-deli
•"Out of the Woods" by Relic Hearts—
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•"Breathe" by Scott Weiland—END CREDITS
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