He's the man!
Back then, when I had just entered college, he's name was the most popular. He was our senior during that time. A year after, he became one of those we have to give respect.
In my second year as a college student, I find him unattractive at first simply because he's not my type! But what I felt was the total opposite of what my classmates, especially my friends, felt for him. My goodness. "Do I have an eye defect?", I asked myself. Though it wasn't a requirement for us to be attracted to him but that feeling that only you in your circle of friends could not realize how good looking, how kind, how perfect that guy is makes you think your senses are not working.
Then out of knowhere, one surprise instance suddenly butt in. A bolt rushed in my veins. I can still remember his line that made my heart skips a beat. "I think you are perfect" >////< gosh I was red. Thank God we were only chattiing in fb that time. But still I couldn't imagine how to hide my red face if he said it to me personally, face-to-face :3.
Because of what he said, I fell for him.
Days had passed. I'm in my junior year now. Time flew so fast. My heart did go with the flow. When I think of him, I could feel my intense feeling for him. Add those moments that I could catch him looking at me makes me think he maybe likes me too.
But everything turned so bad. I scanned back the conversation we had and my mind said that I had misinterpreted what he said to me a year ago that it was all about the score I got from our exercise. I couldn't find any reasons why he would say that to me. Then I was convinced that maybe it was just about the score I got. 'What about the simple looks he threw to me before?', I asked. 'It wasn't for you. It was for your friend!", answered my mind.
Yeah maybe my mind is true. I heard gossips a year ago that he used to have a crush on my friend when he was still studying. I didn't mind it. Like, do I have to care for it? It was 2 years ago, when we were first year and he was our senior. And besides it was already a part of his past for God's sake! Past is past. And I knew he had settled his feelings for her since I saw him dating with other girls.
What now?
I don't know. All I know is that he's the man, the man who makes my heart jumps of joy and of happiness :D
