After getting a bit annoyed by how he treated me near his family, i decided to get help from my good friend Lanaye, who had always gave me a smile on my face thru bad times. I came by her house and told her about my situation. She seemed puzzled by how i described Damen and Breyanne. She was good friends with Breyanne and come to find out, her and Damen had talked time to time as well. But, followed by her little backstory (i guess), she told me some aggravating tumblr shit:
"Tell him all you feel, and if he doesn't respond well he isn't the one."
At the time, it was like the best advice ever but, now looking back at it, that's the corniest shit i've ever heard, lmaoo. But anyways. I listened, and planned what i would say and leave a date when i would say it. I came to the conclusion i would say it next week friday at 11:45. Until then, im going to focus on my own life.
Then came sisterhood...
I befriended more and more people. I felt accepted while keeping my mind off Damen. I seemed a bit more relaxed, from the fact that i didn't have to put my all in a conversation with people. By the time it was thursday, i gathered up my notes and even rehearsed what i was going to say lol.
Friday at 8;00 o'clock i started typing what i was going to say....
