Hi guys, I am Başak Çağla Toğan, your Turkish writer. So I am sorry if I tell you wrong. I have a published book named Sen BU Yüreğe Hapissin. Bctogan is my account but I can't get back. First ten chapter of this story is there but Turkish. I changed my mind. So here it is:
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I just remembered the first day we met. In our lifetime, when faced life changing moments, we could not quickly notice them. Even now I'm trying to make sure when I noticed first. Long...after really trying to ignore the facts a very long time, I think I realized from the very beginning what was going to happen.
On New Year's day, our ass were frozen and we were going to my roommates boyfriend. My roommate was also my best friend. Before that day I argued with my boyfriend, I'm not in the mood and my face was sullen... He was with his friends, didn't invited me, he didn't even text me.
Ece had a good bond with her boyfriend Batuhan's friends. That's why they wanted to celebrate together, perhaps for the last time, in our senior year. Because of that, I understand the importance of senior year and I don't want to be included their good friendship as a stranger. But she didn't listen to me. She thought people would love me. Now, I looking from here she thought right. I think have always been loved by people but I fought for not believe in them. Maybe it's because I'm Aquarius, emotions... I don't know.
Destiny had a completely different mechanism. Everything that happened prepared me for the next one and completed. And I was supposed to be there that day.
I was still whining when we knocked on the door. Batuhan opened the door and hugged Ece tightly. I realized then that in two years I would see them married. I just couldn't imagine that I would go to the wedding with someone I met at that house.
I said "I hate you guys." and rolled my eyes. When I looked at them I was missing my boyfriend, but apparently he didn't. I took off my shoes with my lips pursed like a baby about to cry. You have a very bad beauty guys. I do not want to touch the evil eye. Scratch your ass!
Batuhan backed away with a grin. "You're not on a day to whine, at least postpone it tomorrow." I entered the hall while raising his voice behind me. At that time, I was still pursing my lips and it was crowded inside.
After a brief moment, Ece came behind me and started to introduce me to the others. Two people came giggling from the other room. When I turned towards the sound it was the first time I saw him laughing with laughter, he saw me pursing my lips. The moment he began to perceive that I was, he paused and walked over to me. When he stretched out his hand, I held it without thinking.
Everything was normal until I took his hand. But the energy I got from the first touch shook me. As is I know him... There was an acquaintance in, his as if he always had a place in my life. And I swear he felt it himself. Our eyes are locked, our hands kept holding each other. Fortunately, I quickly noticed the absurd silence and raised one of my eyebrows.
"I'm Serdar Kerim..." he muttered.
"I'm Bilge. It's nice to meet you." I pulled my hand, just the way only he noticed, no one other than him understood my disturbing feelings.
