Girl Gang

Drunk Driving

On my way to Sindys house I stopped by the liquor store to get some, vodka and tequila and, some more cigarettes. While drinking smoking, and driving I thought about my life. And, my past relationship, with Sindys brother, Alec.

Flash Back...

" Hey...um would you like to go to a movie sometime. Just you and me?" Alec asked with that small smirk on his face. He was cute but, a player. Sexy player.

" Go away." I commanded him. I likened him, and his badass attitude. But, his facile expression didn't seem like he would. He stepped closer to me, making me hit my back on my locker. He chuckled.

" You might want to think that over. Just say yes." He said pulling me by my waist to his chest. I felt every pack on his stomach. Weird.

" Whatever." I said looking away from him. He grabbed my face and made my head turn towards him. He slowly lend in, and his touch was like an addiction. He made me feel high. He kissed me making me reacted quickly.

End of Flash Back...

I put in one of my CD 's. My favorite artist Jhene Aiko. I turned to number 9 Drinking and Driving.

Anything, Anything, Anything
To feel alive
Anything, Anything , Anything
To feel my heart beating
Anything, Anything, Anything
To feel like dying
Iam still here
Anything, Anything, Anything
To feel like Iam still needed

I turned it up real loud, it was so loud you could feel the vibration in my heart.

Flash Back...

" AAAAHHHH CLOVER." Cotie and I was running around the sprinklers holding hands. We where both giggling. Then a huge splash landed on me. Rose threw a water balloon at me. I let go of my sister's hand making her crash on the crass. I knew I shouldn't of have let go of her hand.

Flash Back Ended...

I took another swing of the liquor in my left hand. Everything was getting dizzy, but that didn't stop me from pressing on the gas more. I took out a cigarette and lit in up. I inhaled the tabbaco, exhaling it.

I drinking some more, and smoked a lot. I was drunk, off my ass of course. Tears where pouring off my face, the car was swerving left and right. Cars made diffrent sounds. I didn't care I wanted more of this feeling. I just didn't want to be drunk I wanted to feel my heart racing. I wanted to feel alive.

I got my green bag and got a joint out. Liting it was a bit hard because I had to hurry up and put my hands back on the wheel. I did the exact thing I did when I was smoking, my cigarette. I got one foot on the petal, smoking and, drink. Trying anything to forget about the past.

I got my bottle of pills out the bag as well. I didn't care what it was, as long as I can forget the past. I was drinking some more vodka, I looked down one second. And, every was in little dots.