hi I'm Chloe
I'm 16 in high school
if you asked about me
you'd probably hear I'm the happiest girl
always laughing and smiling
they're wrong !
if you really knew me
you'd know
my birth mom was 15 when she had me
her boyfriend (birth dad ) left when he found out and ignored her
she was abused by both of her parents
she had to hide her pregnancy
it actually worked
she put me up for adoption when i was still in her tummy
my parents now were the first to hold me
not even a week after i was born my moms parents found out
EVERYTHING !
my birth mom committed suicide that night !
if you really knew me you'd know that
when i was little i was very sick
i had breathing problems
my older brother got jealous of all the attention
up until i was 8 he would treaten to kill me
when i was 9 he told me how my own mom died because of me
he started self medicating and was always angry
he throw tantrums
damaging the house and me
he went to different trehabs and therapists
untill he was better
now we talk but not alot
along with family issues
stress and depression
increased for thing in school
when i was 12 i started smoking
many of my friends stayed away from me
i lost my virginity when iwas 15
to an abusive boyfriend
he slept with 8 of my BEST friends
i lost them all
as time went on
i developed an eating disorder
the i met this boy
i was absolutley in love
we dated for about 9 monthes
we spent every day together
and when we couldnt we texted, we were perfect
i was truely happy
but then .... he got arrested
i want to say why but
he could of been there for years
my heart broke
i couldnt sleep
i couldnt take it
i tried to KILL myself
but then .....
