How do I tell her I love her when all she wants to be is close friends, I am to scared to do anything else for fear that she might break down and I will lose her... How do I tell her that I need her to make me smile when nothing else can, how do I tell her that I need her to be there for me when I am down because no one else will... I think she knows this but not to the extent that I want her to. Not to the extent that she needs to hear it.
She says she doesn't know how and never will learn how to love, but yet she does it every day she talks to me, love is not an emotion love is not a feeling, love is something that you do for each other when you can't stand to see each other fall. When it will literally kill you inside to see her sad or to see him sad. To know that all she wants is close friendship when she doesn't know how good a relationship would do her. To get rid of all the drama and the stupid little games we play, would cause s lot more stress, all those deals we make, they won't be deals anymore hey will just be expectations, so you won't have to remember any deals, and you won't have to remember paying back your debts, because baby everything I do for you is free of charge to you, how can I get you to one this without you thinking that I am lost in a land of love. I am not I just want you to see desperately how badly I need you, and how broken I am without you.
But then again I can respect your wishes because I know that a bunch of heartbreaks leads to no heart left, each person takes a little bit of your heart when they leave, and I understand that you don't want any of your heart taken you want to save it,. I want to do the same, but it is hard to get you to know that you are the one that I want to give my heart to.
You say you can't give it back in return but yet you already have you just don't know it yet.
