Someone died in my dream.
They died in 8/23 or 10/23 and the dream was 26th day in some month.
First time I didn't know they died.
It was over text and all they said was "I might die in 23th"
I replied "okay"
Their name was just "worker" in my phone so I thought it's weird.
Anyway I went amusement park with friends I don't get along.
It was rainy day, I cried under plastic umbrella.
I cried too much so my friends started to stop me crying.
And I went Itaewon to drink, but couldn't drink due to too much tears.
Finally I went the "worker"s graveyard.
It was with little tombstone and saying "1999-2018".
Death caused by heart diseases
It was a forest graveyard having willow tree with pale pink blossoms
There was some blue butterflies
I rewatched text from "worker" and finally remembered who they was.
And called their mom by cyberstalking on Facebook, she sent one photo of funeral.
The same pink willow blossoms were on the coffin of their funeral.
Finally I went to therapist.
She said "you lost your supporting someone in your life and it's obvious to be insanely sad "
But I was there for no crying so...not helped.
