[Egobang oneshots]

all the things he said (1)

dan pov
„hello everyone, welcome to charity saturday", i began. i ran my hand through my hair and continued. this time i talked about a little boy who lost his family and doesn't have a place to sleep or stay. arin has told me about him because a lot of people reached out to him and told him that he's in need of help. of course we decided to dedicate charity saturday to him this weekend.
„if you want to help, you can swipe up to get to the website. thank you so much everyone!" i waved, smiled and stopped the video.
i stretched and let out a long yawn, then i let myself fall on the couch.
„GOD DAMMIT!!"
i jumped as i heard arin scream in the other room, it sounded like he was angry. really angry.
i got up, made my way to his room, his screams getting louder as i approached. i opened the door and saw mr. grump punching his drawing tablet.
„dude, stop doing that man, what happened?"
i tried to calm him down by grabbing his fist and putting my other hand on his shoulder.
„my drawing program crashed. and now my tablet isn't responding either." he replied. you could tell that he was trying to play it cool but in reality he was really annoyed with the situation. his voice was even trembling a little.
„man, again??" i sighed and sat down next to him, my hand still on his shoulder.
„maybe it's time to get a new one, don't you think?"
arin didn't reply. he was still staring at his glitched out tablet, his hand were still formed to fists.
„arin? are you alright? come on big cat," i softly pat his shoulder. „it's gonna be alright. you've had that thing for ages, it's done a really good job, but now things just are the way they are."

„..no." arin shook off my hand.

i looked at him confused. „dude, do you really wanna keep that th-"

„..you dont understand."
the younger man looked on the floor, his voice was shaking.
"it's not about the tablet, i don't give a shit about getting rid of that thing."
he stood up slowly and made his way to the door. then he sobbed and slowly said,
"i'm just having a really bad day today."
he closed the door quietly.

"arin, wait-"

i stood up and followed him quickly.
"arin!"
i grabbed him by his sleeve.
"please don't do this to me..", i heard him whisper, tears in his eyes.
then he pushed me away and quickly left the house.

"arin.."