可愛い! - a private roleplay book

'Thats dumb. Youre dumb.'

━━━ full name
> Jin Otakai
━━━ nicknames
>Jinnie, Ota
━━━ age ❪ 16 - 19 ❫
>17
━━━gender + pronouns
>Male + He, Him, His
━━━ sexuality
>Homosexual
━━━ face claim
>bobae Kim

━━━ backup face claim
>Kaenae Jin

━━━ personality
> Jin is a really creative person, preferring to think outside of the box. He is like the mother of the group, making sure his friends are okay and well fed before anything else. The bad thing about that is that he'd always hold the health of others other than himself, never really asking himself what he wants unless he really needs too. He requires a lot of attention and care for himself from others for his own mental health, being alone can cause him to go into an internal darkness. The feeling he gets when happy is bubbly and absolutely excited about everything around him. He sees the good before the bad in people which can get him easily taken advantage of. A lot of people stole from him and he just allowed it, thinking they need it more than he does. He's giving and kind hearted in general.
━━━ detailed backstory
> Jin grew up well until he got to his tween years. He began to realize more about himself and the world, how unfair it was. He had good looks so he wasn't targeted often for anything. Keeping his homosexuality a close secret to his heart, he was always scared of being caught with someone who his father wouldn't be happy with. His mother died when he was young, too young to have memories. His dad was a religious man who tried to aim his son in the oath of god but it seemed he strained himself away and became distant from his father. Their relationship was good, good until his father one day went through his sons cellophane which he carelessly left open. Seeing about all the search results were about knowing and accepting one's self, especially with homosexuality, his father was angry and confused. Seeing the last option he had was to talk about the issue he first tried beating the gay out of him. Of course his father was only doing as god said, at least that's what he felt. He hated the way his son was raising himself. He loved him dearly but didn't want him to love men. When he turned 17 he was finally 'cured' of his homosexuality his dad believed. His scars were just skin marks from heated belts but he didn't mind them that much. He knew his father loved him, he was just shit at showing it. He had became extremely depressed over time though, feeling as though his mind was infected with something.
━━━ how they died
>There was a class field trip to San Francisco, California which his father surprisingly let him go to. He had went and met an African - American boy named Demarco whom he automatically feel in love with. He was so amazing and kind, simple and sweet like a coffee cake and had his first ever actual relationship for the first time in a night. He wanted to life like this forever, with his friends and maybe a new partner. He heard someone say that they'll be in a world of paradise if they die and he saw no reason not to believe it. He took a bus to a tour area of the Golden Gate Bridge, Ran back and then jumped, allowing his body to go head first. He couldn't swim either so his death was inevitable.
━━━ what is their reaction to dying
> He felt satisfied, no longer feeling like a weak coward but he missed his friends greatly. He was lonely in the afterlife and was disappointed to not see any handsome angels. He hasn't exactly accepted or rejected the thought of being dead , not knowing why there wasn't a beautiful paradise like the Bible has promised him.
━━━ do they want to go home
> Absolutely, believe it or not he missed his father, not his beating but his wise cracking jokes and kind personality.
━━━ opinions on my oc
> He finds him kind of...intimidating. He attempted to talk to him but was ignored immensely which kind of scared him. He looks kind stoic and angry all the time so he couldn't really do anything about it but found it much more acceptable to just allow him to be who he is.
━━━ their aesthetic
> Vintage eights and nineties clothes, Examples:

━━━ extra
> He has a deathly fear of caves, dark , small, and damp areas will cause him to have a panic attack and he has light anxiety to the point where he becomes afraid to ask people questions.
━━━ mixtape
> Girl in red - I wanna be your girlfriend
I want you around - Snoh
Single Ladies - Beyoncé
T.G.I.F - Katy Perry
━━━ password
> He keeps a Swiss Army knife from his Grandmother in his back pocket at all times. 'You'll never know when you'll need it.' Was something she always told him. A small, dog shaped pin that he keeps clipped to his shirts, he got it from Demarco and hopes to meet him again at some point.
━━━ tags
> _xx_Malachi_xx_ PRINCE-ISMS Fox_Sin_Of_Greed

Sorry for any unwanted tags! But if you're interested please check out the book by adoremars