My father wants me to be like him and don't let me go,
My mother wants me to have image of her father,
My sisters want me to be like their husband as the perfect example fo me to follow,
My teachers want me to be doctor,engineer or lawyer,they are too determined and each wants to have reflection of them,
A priest, he want me to be a pious like hime.
All these don't let me to be myself.
I was born on the chilly winter of 1st december,1974 to a middle class family of Doctors and engineers, in a diplomatic rigid society,where listening to elders is norm of the society,where people are peeping-tom,who interfere in other people's lives. Where people have theory of "Don't do what i do,do what i say".Where you cannot be yourself,you cannot be imperfect,where being unconventional is sin,where people love to play God,where you cannot follow your dream,where life is divided in two halves;good and bad,where life cannot be grey,where parents rule your life,where parent impose their own thoughts on you,where father thinks he has a right on your life,where mother emotionally blackmails you with her tears.
Where seven deadly sins (Pride,Anger,Lust,Envy,Convetousness,Gluttony and Sloth) is part of our life.
Where intelligence is measured by degrees,marks,numbers and percentage.
Where they describes law,courts,judges and punishments since law is made, either to violates or obeys its.
They advocate Islam,Brahmanism,Sikhism,Buddhism,Christianity and Judaism.Where there is only one universal religion whose vaired paths are but the fingers of the loving hand of the supreme Being.
They believed that there are the rich,the poor, and the beggared,where there is no riches but life; that we are all beggars, and no benefactor exists save life itself.
I floated along in a world where i am lonely and confused.I am plagued by Questions of Identity and search for my myself.
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