i saw april before class the next day. i walked up to her, wanting to ask her something.
"hey april!" i said cheerfully.
"hey." she replied.
"yesterday was fun." i said, trying to make conversation to build up to the question.
"i guess."
okay, that didn't really work. i guess i'll just ask.
"you're not a lesbian, right?"
"what? no, of course not." she replied with a scowl.
"oh, okay. i was just checking, not because i'm homophobic, but because shirley is, and if you were a lesbian i was gonna warn you."
april seemed to stiffen at that, raising her voice, "i'm not homophobic either. i'm just not a lesbian, okay?"
"yeah, okay. i'm sorry if i..." i began
"i have to get to class." she interrupted as she began to walk to class.
yeah, i know. we have the same class.
i saw her at lunch later that day.
"hey, i'm sorry if i offended you earlier." i said, sitting down at the table she was at.
"it's fine. i wasn't offended. if i was it would mean i'm either homophobic or a lesbian, and i'm neither."
it was hard to tell if she was mad still mad or not.
"so...you're not mad?"
she shook her head, "no, stupid. i was never mad."
"good!" i said with a smile, "i just thought i'd check."
"well, no need, because everything is fine."
"okay, great."
but things still felt awkward, or at least more awkward than usual.
"how's your day so far?" i asked, breaking the silence.
"fine." she replied, not even looking at me.
she stayed quiet for a few seconds, then spoke, "so is that how you hit on girls? just go around asking if they like girls or not?"
i froze, "i wasn't..."
she kept going, "it's good thing you're pretty."
i could feel my cheeks growing red, "you think i'm pretty?"
"duh. you're fucking gorgeous. it doesn't take a lesbian to see that."
i smiled, still blushing, "well, thank you."
"ew, don't thank me. that makes it weird."
i nodded and looked down at the table, still smiling.
by the time i made my way to study group that afternoon my cheeks were almost aching from smiling.
i guess i'm just not used to compliments.
"someone's happy." shirley said in her cheery tone.
i shrugged, still smiling, "yeah, i guess."
"so, who is he?" britta asked, sitting back ready to listen.
i scoffed, "there is no 'he'. why do you think there's a he?"
"oh, come on, annie. i saw how you used to act around you-know-who, but you said you were over him." britta said.
"yeah, annie, who is it?" april said in a slight teasing tone.
i shook my head, "there is no he. i'm just happy, alright?"
i looked at april, who was smirking, but looked back at her notebook.
"okay, everyone, let's stop teasing annie and get to studying." jeff said, opening his notebook.
"thank you, jeff." i said.
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𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚌𝚕𝚞𝚋. (annie edison x april ludgate)
Fanfic"be a part of the love club, everything will glow for you." in an alternate universe, april ludgate attends greendale community college instead of becoming an intern at pawnee's parks and recreation office. annie edison is determined to get past ap...