(Abuse, and cursing)
Everywhere I go is the equivalent of hell. I go home it's hell, I go to school it's hell. I really don't know what to do anymore. I just don't want to be here. I really don't. I put on my hoodie, jeans, and my vans.
I go down stairs, and make breakfast for the people who I have to call parents unfortunately. "Get the fuck to school you whore!" I hear once I put the plates on the table. I ran out the door, and started walking to school.
When I got there I saw Jake, and his friends. "Hey baby, come over here and smoke with us." I hear Jake walking toward me. I walk around him, and ignore. I mean they're 8th graders, and they fucking suck. "You'll pay for that later!" I hear him shout as I get further. I like school, the people not so much.
I walk into my first class. Ms. Diaz. "Well if it isn't my favourite student." I smile at her.
"Hi Ms. Diaz how are you?" I say meanwhile taking my seat. She's used to having me earlier than other people.
"I'm well, do you have the homework done?" I nodded, and just gave it to her. She put it in the homework folder. I stayed in the class, she gave me the work of today, so I started on it already.
_______lunch__________
It's lunch. So far I've been undetected, and the only encounter was in the morning. I can't buy my food, nor do I actually have food. So I just went walking around the campas.
Bad Idea. When I got to the part where no adults go around I was pinned to the wall. "What you think you can do something like ignore me, and get away with it?" I struggled trying to get free.
"Jake. Let. Me. Go." I said sternly. I know I can't over power him, but maybe a scare tactic will work. It never does, but I'm hoping for the one day it does.
"I see you like to be the school punching bag, mind if me and the boys use you as one." He still had me pin, but threw me to the ground.
Kicks, punches, blood. I feel everything in my body tensing up, making it more painful. I feel the new bruises forming.
"This is what you get for ignoring me you dumbass. Let's go guys." They all ran away, and I stay on the ground in pain.
The bell wrung, signifying that lunch was over. I stayed on the ground, for a while. Making me late. I startes getting up, very slowly.
Once I was up, I picked up my back pack. Spit out some of the blood in my mouth. I went to girls bathroom first, because there would be no point of going to class, with abunch of blood, when your already late.
I risned out my mouth, and clean of the cuts with water. When I was done cleaning up as best as I can, I noticed all the bruises. The one from moments ago, and ones that are fading a bit to slowly, from my parents.
I get my head outta the trance, and walked back to class. It was already the middle of 4th period. I had math, Ms. Jennings, she kinda likes me. I guess.
I walk in, and all eyes are on me. "Can I ask why you are 35 minutes late young lady?" I shook my head.
"I wanna talk to you after class, now go sit, and try to catch up." I nodded, and went to the back of my class, to my seat.
I just want to go, and not outta school, I just wanna go. Be dead. I just don't want to live anymore. I hate life, and I know I'm useless. I'm worthless. I'm everything bad about a person.
I wanna go. I just need to make up my mind when. I just need to know, when I can escape.
--------school's over--
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What Hides Beneath Her Eyes: Chris Evans Daughter Fan fiction {Discontinued}
Fanfiction(triggers: Sexual/Physical/Mental abuse, self harm, sucide attempts)