Sometimes I feel so sad, like I don't know what to do with my life. This only happens once in a blue moon, occasionally, rarely...
I can't explain it, it just shows up, unannounced. It's like it's happening so fast, I can't control it, I can't pause it.
I wish thins could be different, that u could be in control, but I'm not... I want to be.
I can't blame it in lazyness, I believe there must be something wrong with me that I can't decide anything without changing my mind, I hate it.
I should blame it on fear, because the future, to everyone, is scary... right?
Maybe it's just me.
I want to be different, but I don't know how to be, I should be me. But who is that? I don't know...
I wish I knew.
I wish I could get lost.
