Broken love

Chapter 1 new beginning

"Seriously ?" I said into the phone with exhaustion clearly showing in my voice " for three hours I am sitting in these damn 10 year old chair in a toilet size library looking at some colleges in United States with the main one , and you just want me to come over to your house and give u piece of me ? Get lost drake , good bye " i turned off my phone and threw it lightly on the vintage desk making a small bang. " who the flip does he actually think he is , all be like yeah am sexy come have sex with me , like no dude get your facts straight i don't sleep with a guy that smells like a dead rat , what a pisstake " I kept ranting on and on even though I knew the whole library could hear me but did i give a care ? No , well at least I think I don't. I don't like thinking about it too much Atleast once in a while I do. My life isn't perfect , at all. Yes am pretty, am rich , coolest kid in my suck my ass school but that's nothing . I have no one I can confide in , I need someone that will pull me up when am hanging from cliff and ... why am thinking this ? Bruv this is gay. going back to what I was doing , today is the day when all the bitches and dickheads in my school start looking for colleges or university's u like to attend, and me as boss ass bitch I have no idea where am going I could end up in planet mars for all I give shits about. " earth to the airhead next to me " whispers the girl that Unfortunately is my cousin and who I just noticed have some serious nail problems . " get lost twat and what did I tell you use the bloody nail vanish " just looking at her I wanted to vomit but as the nicest person on earth I just decide to shake it off. After 2 seconds of looking at her starring into to the center of the computer screen without blinking I decided to be center of attention as there was some fit boys in the corner . I put my head on the desk covering my face with my grey hoodie " ugh I think I just broke up with drake what am I going to do , please help me u know your my bitch " I whined quite loud enough so they could hear me. Blair knows how much I cared about his sex . I peaked from the space between my arm to see her looking with that evillll glare of hers , I knew what came next . " boohoo your sad excuse of a boyfriend broke with up with you because he realised he has a small dick , get over yourself , your a Claire's u don't need a man "she half whispered , half shouted whatever she like to put it as she still spat on my hoodie. I brought up my head obviously knowing my hair looks like I just had sex but decided to ignore it , so I decided to give her my smart ass talk " first of all thanks for giving me a shower " I said with disgust pulling her arm so I can make her wipe off her belonging " second of all that's not what happened at all , are you deaf or something and third of all your a sad excuse of a cousin " I exclaimed raising my one eyebrow up because that's a new trick I learned yesterday and a prostitue said it was sexy on my way home . I could see she wasn't bothered at all with replying me so I hunched back on my chair and crossed my arms I wasn't going to speak to gay people like her until she says sorry . Ughh I hate my life I thought feeling like the door of dark kingdom of the worst memories was opening up and I knew I was drifting away ....