The Black Rose Tattoo (TaeKook) [COMPLETED]

"Black rose? Tattoo?"

Third Person's POV

Jimin was sitting at the balcony, watching the sky. It was his favorite time. Whenever he felt lonely, he came here and watched the sky. He sipped from the wine bottle. Then he closed his eyes, feeling the environment. He was alone now. He was always meant to be alone. He is always searching for a person who could give love to him but nobody did. Everyone used him. When Taehyung was attached to Jimin, Jimin felt really happy. But it never happened. The younger was using him for his benefit. Jimin sipped again from the bottle. Jimin's problem was he gave his heart real quick. When someone compliments him, he feels attached towards them. 

"Can I come?" Jimin opened his eyes and saw Suga was standing there. Jimin nodded. Suga came close to Jimin and sat beside him

"What are you doing here, Suga?" Jimin asked, looking at the older who was staring at Jimin. They kept staring at each other's eyes. Jimin gulped when he saw Suga's eyes were slowly drifting towards from his eyes to lips. Jimin looked away immediately. They both sighed

"Where is your brother?" Suga asked. He didn't see Seokjin anywhere

"I don't know maybe with Boss" Jimin said and sipped from the bottle

"Why are you here, Suga?" Jimin asked "Shouldn't you be with the black rose tattoo guy now?" 

"Black rose? Tattoo?" Suga frowned 

'Yeah..the new guy"

"Why does he have tattoos?" Suga asked a little louder than his normal tone

"How could I know that?" Jimin scoffed "of course, you will take care of him. You LIKE him" Jimin said. Suga raised his eyebrow. He wanted to ask something but didn't 

"Why do I like all the people who love the boy?" Jimin said then sighed. There was silence in the environment. Suga was shocked hearing the sentence. Then Jimin realized what he had said. His eyes grew bigger from the sudden confession that he was trying to hide. Then Jimin looked at Suga. Suga's face was confused.

"I...I.." Jimin mumbled. He never felt so powerless 

"It's okay, Jim-"

"I like you, Hyung" Jimin said "I mean Suga" Jimin looked down. He was too afraid of the answer. The atmosphere filled with awkwardness. Suga came closer to Jimin then kissed him on his cheek.

"You like everyone, Jimin" Suga said with a smile. He ruffled Jimin's hair and then left. 

Jimin never felt so embarrassed in his own fucking life. His eyes became teary because of the embarrassment. He tried his best to hold his tears. What did the older mean? Did he mean that I am a slut? I love everyone? Jimin thought that. Jimin wiped his tears immediately 

Jungkook's POV

 I was bored so I came to the living room, hoping I could do something. Guruem was sleeping in my room. I sat on the sofa, didn't know what to do. I saw Lily who was putting nail polish on her feet. I kept staring at her feet. Am I crazy? Why am I looking at her feet? Nevermind I was bored and watching her how she is doing this work. Then she looked at me straight into my eyes

"Want me to paint your nails?" She asked

"No, I am okay" I said. I wanted to start the conversation. I really don't know how

"How can you do this whole spy work?" I asked. She looked at me again

"It's called techniques, honey" she said. Oh...okay

"Are you nervous around me?" She asked. Wtf?

"NO" I said. She chuckled 

"Don't worry, I am not interested at you" she said. What the fuck? Do they love everyone? It's so complicated here

"Is Jimin ok?" I asked. I was worried about him

"Suddenly interested at Jimin?" She smirked. Oh Hell noo… is she mad? Is she gonna ship with me everyone? I rolled my eyes. I was about to get up

"You can ask his brother" she said..hold up, Jimin has a brother?!

"Jimin's brother?" I asked. Nobody mentioned to me this. I was shocked.

"Yeah..Seokjin is his adopted brother. I mean they both were adopted" she said

"I am hearing this for the first time"

"You are new"

"But I never saw them together"

"Worst sibling award goes to them" she said with a sarcastic tone "I think Jimin is feeling alone because Seokjin really went  through a lot. So, Jimin had to stay alone for his whole life. That could be a reason" She said while smiling sadly. I nodded. I really felt bad for him. I know how someone feels when he is alone. I was about to get up

"You seem pretty close to Suga" she said. And I panicked. I don't know where it will go

"Who is this girl on his phone's wallpaper?" She asked. A girl?! A fucking girl?! Who could it be?! 

"Is he straight?" I asked. She smirked

"Oh..someone is jealous" she smirked again. I rolled my eyes

"Does he really look like a straight to you?" She said with a sarcastic tone. No of course not. But I shouldn't answer that. I left the room. She ask too many questions. 

I went to my room hurriedly. Who could she be? The girl was on my head, on my mind. Is she something important? Then something crossed my mind and hit me like a brick. How could I? I went to the washroom. I looked at the mirror. I continuously started to wash my face. I panicked. Fuck why am I panicking? I shouldn't. Then I saw the blade. I haven't done this for a long time? Should I? But why am I doing this? For her? Forget her Jeon Jungkook. I can forget her but not this. I sighed. I rolled up my shirt's sleeve. I saw the tattoo. It doesn't cover that good but it does. I started to cut again and again. Aggressively. pain replaced with pleasure. Bloods were flowing down. I didn't care. I stood there quietly. I let myself feel all the pain. Then my eyes become teary. Tears were slowly falling from my eyes. Shit! It doesn't look good. Then all the humiliation, embarrassment, guilt filled my whole. A part of my body was telling me don't do and another part was saying that you deserve this. You don't belong here, in this world. Everyone left me. Everyone turned me down. I felt a heartache.

"Kookie…" I heard a small mumble. Shit why didn't I close the door. I can't let him see my this side. 

"Please,  g..go away" shit why did it crack? Fuck..fuck

"What have you done to yourself?" He came closer to me. I can hear his voice coming closer

"PLEASE GO" I shouted

"How could you?" He hugged me. "How could y..you?" I cried hearing his tone. I fucking cried. He was really worried about me.

"GO AWAY" I said and pushed him away from myself. He stumbled 

"Is this all because of me?" He asked. His eyes were teary I could tell that. I shook my head as a no. But deep down he knew that it was his fault also. And he was regretting this

"Please leave me alone, let me do what I wanted to" I shouted. He became angry. He clenched his fists. He pushed me against wall

"WHAT DID YOU SAY?" He shouted

"Leave me" I mumbled 

"I will not, kookie"

"But you already did. Why did you leave me here, all alone?" 

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