FROM A LAPDANCE TO THIS- completed

Gimme a baby, woman

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Payton: good morning sleepyass
He said as he walked into the room with a tray of food at hand
Y/n: oh good morning
I stretched and sat up against the headboard
Y/n: what's this for?
I asked as he passed the tray of food and sat next to me
Payton: what can I not treat my princess anymore?
He asked as he took a piece of bacon from my plate and started eating it
Y/n: Payton I'm still going home tomorrow
I giggled before I started eating my breakfast that payton had very kindly made for me
Payton: come on! Literally just for one more week!
He sighed as he took another piece of bacon from my plate
Y/n: Payton I have to go home, my dad literally hasn't seen me in 2 months
I told him through a laugh as I carried on eating
Payton: the last time I checked you didn't like your dad
Fr Payton, really?
Y/n: mhm I don't so can we just shut up about this?
I huffed kinda annoyed as I took another bite from my food

Payton was sat watching me eat
IN LITERAL SILENCE
Payton: we should have a baby
BITCH SHUT YO ASS UP
Y/n: *cough* what?
I asked as I literally choked on my food
Payton: we should have a baby
He repeated with no emotion shown on his face
Y/n: are you crazy?
I asked in a duh tone as I moved the now empty plate onto the bedside table
Payton: no I think it would be kinda cool
He said as he moved so he was facing me
Y/n: okay and we're gonna have a baby when we live on top of a building with a pool, a pizza oven, a balcony that literally has a 400ft drop and a hard flight of stairs not to mention the heated stones... not happening payton
I laughed slightly
Payton: we can move
He said in a duh tone
Is he crazy?
Wait don't answer that
HE IS

Y/n: we're not having a kid
I told him
Payton: gimme a baby, woman
He chuckled as he pushed me into the bed and tickled me
Y/n: no no no pAyton I'm gOnna bE sicK
I laughed as I pushed him off of me
Payton: oh no maybe she's pregnant
He joked as he threw me over his shoulder
IS HE SERIOUS IM GONNA-
Y/n: Payton I'm gonna be sick put me down
I whined as he laughed before putting me down.
I quickly ran to the bathroom and threw up
Payton: oh-
He said as he came in and rubbed my back, holding my hair out of the way
Y/n: get Ou-
I nudged him off before throwing up again
Sure just chuck someone in the air after they've eaten, stupidass.

I walked out of the room and laid on the couch
Y/n: now my day is ruined because of your stupidity
I huffed at Payton
Payton: my stupidity?
He scoffed
Payton: I'm not the one who had packs of condoms noticeable to the fans
He chuckled dryly
Y/n: says the one who nearly ruined the relationship before it even started
I said back
Payton: you literally sit here and do nothing
He rolled his eyes
Y/n: oh meanwhile you lip sync to the phone and write songs about your ex's
I laughed as I sat up
Payton: you're only famous because you're friends with Charli
He said as he raised his voice
Y/n: says the one who drags on his previous relationships
I scoffed back
Payton: do you have a problem with that? I'm sorry if I actually talk about stuff instead of bottling it up all the fucking time!
As soon as he shouted I got up
Y/n: you sit here in your nice little penthouse thinking that sex will be the cure to every fucking thing!
I shouted back
Payton: oh I'm sorry please feel free to remind me who gave the lap dance!
Y/n: maybe I shouldn't have! Maybe none of this shit should have happened!
I screamed to him as I put my shoes on and grabbed a hoodie to put over my silk bed shorts set.
Payton: oh is that it huh?! Is this the end?!
Y/n: do you want it do be?! Cus you're starting to sound like you do!
Payton came over to me and held my arms by my side, I moved out of his grip and slapped him
Y/n: don't you dare touch me!
I screamed in his face
Payton: what's happening to this relationship then?!
He shouted to me as I opened the door
Y/n: I don't even fucking know at this point payton!
That was the last thing I said before walking out, slamming the door behind me

Y/n: oh stupid elevator just fucking work!
I shouted as I hit the button harder, someone came over to me and put their hands on my shoulders
Lady: dear are are okay-
Y/n: I'm fine
I said emotionless as I moved out of the way and ran down the stairs.
Payton: Y/n come on! Y/n! Y/n you can't be serious!
His voice echoed as I ran down all the stairs, there were so many flights but I knew I would get to the end sometime soon.

All the sudden my emotions overwhelmed me and I burst into tears, still running down the stairs I pulled the necklace payton had given me off my neck with one swift tug and threw it on the floor as I got to the last flight of stairs.

It was raining like crazy outside
Y/n: Taxi!
I shouted as the taxi drove passed, completely ignoring me
I put my hand up for another one but it just ignored me again.
I ended up running down the street, getting soaked by the rain as I just kept running.

All these thoughts ran into my head as I just wanted to go home.

...

Y/n: I just want to go home
I cried as I sat at the kitchen island
Heidi: Marc
She looked over to her husband who just nodded, charli had given me a pair of sweatpants and a hoodie for me to wear but my hair was still wet.

...

Charli: call me as soon as you land
She told me as she gave me a hug
Heidi: don't be too hard on yourself dear
She said as she rubbed my back
Marc: keep your head up kiddo

I waved them off before I walked into the airport my suitcase trailing behind me as I looked down to the 38 missed calls and 75 texts from payton.

Man: where are we going to love?
He asked with a smile
Y/n: Connecticut
I answered blankly as I paid and took my ticket.
Y/n: thanks

His smile and laughter replayed in my head throughout the whole flight back.

The way he would laugh if I said something wrong, the way his hair fell perfectly over his face, the way he looked at me before I fell alseep in his arms every night.
He was perfect... but I wasn't

Payton's POV

I ran down the stairs to follow after her, I wanted to get to her before she left.
I saw something on the floor where she had just been
Payton: she took it off
I mumbled to myself as I held the necklace in my hand
Payton: fuck fuck fuck!
I shouted as I hit the wall next to me
She was right... I did fuck this relationship up before it actually started

...

Steph: hey dear, it's lovely to see you back
She said as she pulled me into a hug
Dad: how are ya pipsqueak?
He asked as he too gave me a hug
Y/n: I'm doing great
I said as I put on a fake a smile

Love y'all 💛