WHY IT HAS TO BE YOU?

My thought of the day is always you

In your beautiful face, my eyes were glued.

And in my dreams and before I sleep,

The memories we had is what I peep.

In a blue umbrella under the rain,

Our closeness, your smell had drown my brain

Your 100 peso bill , well I kept it secretly

Hoping that somehow it can be a worthy memory

My friend, I always try to be your friend

Because I thought with this, our relationship will never end

I always act like nothing is wrong

But in my mind and heart, I pray that we belong

I will pretend to like another guy

Still you are the only one that can make my heart fly

I don't know how I can keep up

I became a best actress in a pop

But summer turns winter and everything changed

With a blink of an eye you're no longer in range

You had found your love and you left me behind

Why is the universe so unkind?

Dumbstruck, I stand alone like a statue

Holding a broken heart that I once offered to you

Our relationship has indirectly fallen apart

How I wish I could still go back from the start

Still I have no right to be angry at all

Void feelings, unknown but tall

My heart can't stand again to it's feet

Making your own distance you set fleet

Everyday you became so faraway

Or maybe it turns out the other way

But to be honest, I never regret

This one will be a lesson that I won't forget

A poem made out of pain and suffering

Well I hope its not yet our ending.

My best friend, my crush, my mental flaw

From this moment, I have to let you go.