Miss Suicidal, I'm not something you can Handle.

CONNOR'S POV:

"You should have let me die Connor!" She whispered harshly, narrowing her eyes as she planted her hand over my arm. I grinned in return and replied with a mutter, "No, you're too good to die. Trust me". 

"Connor, i can't trust myself. How can you expect me to trust someone else?" Alex asked, tightening her grip on me. "You'll realise later on" I replied, grabbing her into a huge hug.

The sky was pitch black and full of thousands of bright sparkly stars. Not a single star was good enough to be compared to the beauty of this girl but she didn't understand that. I softened my posture and allowed her to rest her head on me, "Connor.. why can't guys keep themselves to one woman at a time?" She inquired, her voice full of anger. I chuckled, "Not every guy is like that. You were just a little unlucky girl". Alex slowly pushed me away and folded her hands over her chest, "Your girlfriend is so lucky" She forced a little smile on her face before letting it fade into a frown. "Bye" She whispered, turning around and walking into the dark.

I stood in the same place, trying to shake my thoughts and feelings about her away.. far away into Pluto. BUT that never worked, she was invading my world and there was nothing i could do. Was it even possible to be in love with two girls at the same time?

You have a girlfriend connor! You can't love your bestfriend, that's ridiculously stupid!

I DON'T love her.

You do Love her, it's obvious!

I obviously don't! I've got a girlfriend who i love!

No, you're truly, madly, crazy, deeply in love with Alex and you know it.

I balled my hands into tight fists and punched the wall i was leaning on. This was going to be some complicated shit.

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