Nothing Left To Fear (Book 1 of 2)

Flashback Date

I know I'm late with my update but I had a lot of work to make up for my missed days of school. I know this chapter is a little shorter than many recent chapters but better ones are coming up.

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3 weeks later:

Brianna's POV:

Things have been great. Nathan and I are fine. There haven't been any problems so that's good. But there's something bothering him the past week but he doesn't wanna tell me. I'm not one to pry but I really wanna know what's on his mind. It's like every time we're together, he'll become distant and even the guys are concerned. They say that when we're not at their house he's fine but once we get there, he gets distant and barely wants to talk. To say I was scared would be the understatement of the world. I could definitely admit that I was afraid to lose Nathan. He was the only boyfriend I've had since Chris. It was like I could take down my walls and trust him. He was the kind of guy that I could trust and that Chris and Joseph would love. But the secrecy had me on edge.

Nathan's POV:

Wow. We've been together for almost a month and we haven't had any problems. I gotta admit that things are looking up for us.

However, the past week had me thinking more than usual. It's not a bad thing; I've just been thinking about all the things I wanna do with her. I want her to meet my family. I wanna meet her family. I wanna go to Paris and kiss under the Eiffel Tower. I wanna buy her things that she doesn't want me to buy because they're "too expensive." I wanna give her the world and more but most of all: I never want to lose her. I've been pondering a lot of things and losing her is the main thing that comes up. Every day we're together has been great but every time we go out, whether clubbing or to rehearsal, there are guys that can't keep their eyes to themselves. It annoys the hell outta me because I can't say anything. And having to keep our relationship a secret is definitely not ok with me. I want everyone to know that she's mine and that I'm hers. I don't want anyone coming in between us. Ugh. Relationships are a lot harder when you overthink every aspect of it.

For instance, we went on a date last week. And I decided to take her to dinner. I know it's so typical but I wanna go through each step in order to build a good relationship. Anywho, when we got to the restaurant, everything was fine but of course something bad happened. I felt like a total moron when it happened but I never expected it to happen. Wait; let me explain what happened so you can see how I feel.

*Flashback:*

Me and Bri got dressed to head out to dinner. I was wearing cream chinos, a black button-up, and black supras. It was casual yet sophisticated. Bri on the other hand was jaw droppingly stunning. She was wearing a short, which, lacey dress, white Christian Louboutin heels, and a white clutch. Her legs looked like they went on for miles and her hair looked so much more dominant in contrast to the white that I couldn’t help but stare. I couldn't believe that she was my girlfriend.

Anyway, when she got to the bottom of the stairs, I couldn't help but stand there with my mouth open. She smirked before closing my mouth. "If you leave your mouth open, you may catch a fly." That's quite funny because of my fly impression. Besides my nicknames, she was right but she looked amazing. Honestly, she could look like a hobo and I would still think she looked gorgeous. But that wasn't the case, she was dressed casually and sexy and I loved it. After my gaping at her, we left the house and headed to the restaurant. It was too far to walk, so I called Daniel and had him escort us. We discussed starting the tour in a month, school about to start in two months, us, etc before we pulled up. Surprisingly, there were no paparazzi there but I had a feeling there wouldn't be. I had Tom tweet that the guys and I were heading to the club. (Tom wanted to spend some alone time with Becca, of you catch my drift). But since there weren’t any paps, I figured that tonight would go swimmingly.