So I was looking through my mums phone and found some really old pictures and stuff and I cried so much
Life was so simple I didn't have to worry about losing anyone because everyone loved me and thought I was so fun . I had a really good friend and now he's gone
I was really happy
And that was taken away from me
Do you ever feel like giving up ? Do you ever just wanna take the pain away ? Because I do and if you know how please tell me because I don't know what to do with myself ,
I have lost everyone so if you wanna be my friend then hey I'm a bit fucked up but yanno it's fine
Oh hey I just remembered it's my brothers birthday tomorrow anyone wanna come and kidnap me
Jkjkjkjk
Or am I
I am don't worry
But seriously I'm going out tomorrow I'm going to have a picnic with myself because I want to be alone or with someone I can trust or someone that won't piss me off :)
Anywayysss buyyyy 😘
