Hidden Love (Tronnor fanfiction)

~10~ The club

Connor's pov

When I dropped Troye off at the restaurant I regretted it immediately. Why did he go on a date with that guy. He doesn't even look like a good guy. It even surprised me when he gave Troye those compliments in that shop. He doesn't seem like that type of guy. He looked more like a bad guy with his blonde hair that was way too blonde and didn't even fit with his face. He had a piercing in his eye brow and a tattoo on his arm, the type of tattoo that results in a sleeve of tattoos in a few months. He surely didn't look like the cute boyfriend type but more someone who has a new boy every week or even every day. But all of this is probably just my imagination otherwise he wouldn't ask Troye to come to a fancy restaurant like this if Troye is just another toy for him. I still didn't trust it though.

I think Tyler already went crazy with everything I said to him about Troye. He always shook it off as jealousy and I'm not even going to try to deny it because I am jealous. Tyler even suggested for us to go eat there too but I can't do that to Troye. I need to accept it that he wants to date guys even if I don't want it. He doesn't know that I don't want it though. What could I say to him. 'Hey Troye I think you shouldn't go out with that guy or any other guy not just because I think that guy is an asshole but I'm in love with you and want you for my own.' Yeah because I could totally say that to him.

Tyler and I decided to eat some pasta and watch some TV until we went to the club. It felt like we waited forever to finally leave but it was actually only one hour so it was pretty early when we left to the club.

We got inside really quick seeming that there was almost no one but us. The first thing Tyler did when we walked in was heading over to the bar to get something to drink. Of course it was something containing alcohol. I don't think Tyler ever has been sober when I went out with him. I always need to look after him but I didn't mind that. I don't really like going to clubs that much. It's mostly just to please my friends that I go with them and I'm actually sort of glad that I can look after my drunk friends. It makes my night more interesting.

It didn't took long for Tyler to get drunk. He had drunk several things already and I just hope he doesn't get sick of all the different drinks he had been drinking. The club was starting to get really full by now. I didn't mind it because now I didn't notice it that much if people were looking at me. I get really uncomfortable when I notice that someone is looking at me. Tyler in contrary didn't mind it at all. When he saw a guy watching him, he winked or didn't even wait at all and walked over to him, leaving me alone watching him from distance and ooking out for him that he doesn't do stupid things. I know he's an adult but it just feels right to look after him.

He was now grinding against a tall guy. The guy was like 2 heads bigger than him and to be fair, it looked quiet funny. Tyler is just a small guy but with that guy he looks even smaller. When I looked over to Tyler again he gave me a hand sign that told me to come join him so I did.

"Why don't you go find yourself someone? You can use some distraction!" Maybe he was right, I can use some distraction.

"Yeah you're right but don't think I will leave you here alone because know that I'm always watching you."

"Creep." I laughed at his response. Drunk Tyler is so funny.

This time I dared to look around to see if someone was watching me. My eyes immediately fell on one specific boy. At that moment I wish that I never looked in that direction. The boy that I was looking at and that was looking back to me was no other than the blond pierced Matthew. If that wasn't enough I also spotted the familiar mop of chocolate brown hair beside him.

This wasn't the bad part tough. At first I was happy that Troye was here but seconds later I wasn't anymore. Matthew stared at me and gave me a devilish grin before turning around to face Troye and connected their lips. I felt my heart shatter in a million pieces. I hoped that Troye would back out of the kiss but he didn't. He did kiss him back and how. He was so into the kiss and his hands travelled up and down on Matthew's body.

I couldn't stand this any longer, I turned around an ran away from the picture that had played in front of me, I wanted to go away from here as soon as possible but not without Tyler. As much as I just wanted to leave, I couldn't leave Tyler alone in his drunk state. When I found him grinding against again another guy I just pulled him away with a tight grip on his arm. He started complaining of course but I didn't listen to it and just pulled him trough the crowd outside with me. A wave of cold air hitting me and sending a shiver trough my whole body. The fresh air felt good besides it being so cold. The bad part of the fresh air was that my head started to replay the image of Troye and Matthew over and over again. Without explaining me to Tyler we just went to my apartment with some struggle. I wanted to tell him what I saw but that would be for nothing seeing that he wouldn't even remember a thing of what I would say. He's way too drunk for that.

The first second we entered my apartment Tyler plopped down on the couch and fell asleep. I just let him be and went to my own room. I closed my door and slid down against it tears already starting to roll down my face. I'm so stupid, he was on a date with him so why was it so surprising to me that they kissed. It was also more the way that Matthew smirked at me before he kissed Troye. He kissed Troye and yeah sure Troye kissed back but what if he was drunk? Matthew can do everything to him if he's drunk. Troye never drinks a lot so he's pretty easy to get drunk. I had to go to him instead of running away. What if he needs me, what if Matthew does things to him that he doesn't want? I can't let that happen even tough I can be wrong all together and maybe this was just what Troye wants. Maybe he actually likes him but I can call him no? That wouldn't hurt anyone. It's just to be sure.

The phone kept ringing and I got more  nervous with every beep I heard. C'mon Troye just pick up your phone! No such luck but I'm not giving up so easily. I tried to call him again and when I thought that the call was coming to an end again he picked up.

"Troye are you alright?!" I tried to sound normal but it was far from normal.

"Of course he's okay." Wait this wasn't Troye, this is Matthew.

"Can I talk to Troye?" I tried to sound friendly even though I hate him. Yes maybe it's really soon to say I hate him but I do. I don't trust him at all. I had my doubts before but that smirk when he kissed him was too much. That was my sign that he wasn't to be trusted.

"He doesn't want to speak to you, don't you get that. You guys just broke up!" Wait what? Oh of course he thinks we were a couple. Troye didn't tell him it wasn't true.

"No we never were a couple actually, we just pretended to be so we could get rid of you and it was actually Troye's idea." Why did I told him this? What if he hates Troye now because it was his idea. What if I just made everything worse?

"Yeah sure and I have to believe that, you're just jealous and want Troye back. You're pathetic Connor." It felt wrong to hear my name out of his mouth. He didn't believe me, of course he didn't why would he? That doesn't change the fact that Troye is still with him.

"CONNOR? Is that Connor let me talk to him!" I heard Troye shout at Matthew.

"No!" Matthew clearly didn't want that as he shouted that so angry. With that the phone call ended and I felt only more concerned than before the call. I need to find him. I want to be sure he's safe. I can't let anything bad happen to my Troye.

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A/N

I know you're all going to hate me now because it wasn't Connor who kissed Troye but c'mon you could've expected this no? Oh well I hope you still liked the chapter and let me know how much you hate me for this :)

BYE xxx
Marlies