Before You Go

PROLOGUE

Let's break up. My fake wide smile slowly faded because of he's word.

It's fucking useless. You know, I tried okay but fuck i just realize that i need no we need a break from this kind of dramas. Di ko alam kong ano ang mararamdan ko matapos nyang sabihin ang mga yan. Fuck. Did he just say Dramas? Damn i want to curse but i cant because i love him.

Yan lang ba? Kahit na masakit gusto ko parin maging matapang kahit sa sandaling ito. I want to prove to him that kaya ko.

He's staring directly at my eyes then he answer me.

Yes. This bullshit relationship. Aren't you tired of it? I know you're not a dumb so you well understand m—

But how about me? Pagod ako pero pinaramdam ko ba sayo na pagod ako? May narinig ka ba sakin? Wala diba? Because i want to keep our relationship strong kahit alam kung di na strong. You're such an asshole right now you know! I feel like i really don't know you na.

That because you really dont know me. And i dont really mind if you dont know me that much di ka naman importante masyado para ipakilala ko ang totoong ako naging girlfriend lang kita that's it. Thank you for the memory then. Maybe we're not really meant to be. Puta. I'm speechless so damn speechless. Ang sakit sobra.

Can i say something? I feel like i need too. Staring at him with my teary eyes. But i manage to smile at him. He just staring at me so i grab that opportunity to talk because i know that after this i should let him go and i will accept it.
A Life with you is the thing that i always want.*chuckle* Life that i just call life when im with you. Because you're my life. You give me worth to this unworthy world you bring happiness in my life. But i know that this happiness will gonna end and today as your wish im gonna let you broke up with me. Tama sila promise are meant to be broken. You promise*voice shaking*  that you will always be here in myside supporting me, guide me and ofcourse you promise that you will loved me until end. How? Pano na ang pangako mo sakin? Pano na ang kasal na pinangako mo?At this moment hindi na kinaya pa mata ko na pigilan ang mga luha na kanina pang gusto kumawala.  Pano na ang pinaghandaan kung vow sa kasal na pinangako mo? How i wish that i can still hug you, kiss you and call you whenever i want pero di na pwede right? So Finally today is the day that i should give up on us. Give up to our dreams together but can i have a request? Just one please? Can you please hold my face even just a second? I just want to feel your warm touch on my face and please kiss my forehead before you go.

Then after he touch my face and kiss me in my forehead he totally leave me. Leave me with a big question in my head.

Author's Note.
Sa magsasabi na maraming maling spelling, grammar at corny ito jusko. Yes po. Opo. Alam ko po. Willing din po ako lagi na makinig sa sasabihin nyo. And i will totally do my best para maayus po ito. Yun lang. Salamat pooooo😂