I AM BEGGING YOU TO READ ALL OF THIS BEFORE YOU CONTINUE.
if you're coming here because you enjoy LUCKY, thank you for the support, I adore you. However, let me warn you this is going to be quite a bit different.
This story is 90% smut. And the other 10% is super intense emotions. It's kind of a lot. Maybe read this when you're alone and comfortable. I wrote this with the intention of it being emotional but also a little comforting. It has nice scenery. Kylo is also very gentle.
This story takes place in the reader's dreams. **Italicized means the reader is AWAKE. I didn't want to make you read full chapters of italicized text, that's a nightmare.
If things ever feel confusing or unrealistic, it's because it's occurring in dreams. Dreams are disorienting and I think the story reflects that. The tone and pace is a bit different too.
Now some important trigger warnings! Kylo is very instructive in this. He is constantly telling the reader what to do, but its all written to be consensual. In the last chapter there's a part where the reader tries to push him off during sex. This is not because she does not want it. You'll see why this occurs when you get there, but it could be triggering. He also calls her 'little one'. This sounds like dd/lg but it wasn't actually meant that way. Just a nickname. This one's important: it is thoroughly discussed that the reader is experiencing numbness in real life. This could be translated as depression. Kylo also mentions that she's 'starting to give up'. Obviously this could be extremely triggering. This is a very emotional story (even though it's 90% smut). Please, please, take caution. For me personally, I found the story to be comforting. You might find it that way too, just depends. There is also some body admiration. This might be positive or it could be triggering. You know yourself better than I do.
specific warnings (PLEASE READ THESE):
- mutual self pleasure
- non-aggressive punishment
- body admiration
- dom!Kylo, non-aggressive
- inappropriate use of the force
- confusing reality
- riding (everywhere)
- use of the nickname 'little one', but it is not dd/lg
- mentions of feeling numb, could be translated as depression
- overall, really intense emotion. be cautious.
- sex in strange locations
Sorry for the long warning, I know some of my readers are a bit younger and I want to make sure everyone has the chance to understand what they are about to read and decide if it's something they can handle. My dm's are open if you need to vent when you've finished reading. If it brings up difficult emotions, I'm here. It would be unfair of me to write something intense and not be willing to help you process those emotions that I literally put onto you!
I'm genuinely proud of this story. If it makes you feel something, please let me know!
this is a minific, so yes it's completed. all my love! -deli
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