The Good In Me [Ziam]

21

It was getting hard for Zayn, especially after today. He woke up next to a beautiful angel and spent the entire day with him. It was only supposed to be a hook up.

Zayn only wanted to hook up with Liam, from the start, but now as weeks go by with them spending time together, it was getting harder for him to just have a one night stand with the guy. He wanted more, he wanted to wake up next to him in bed everyday, but he can't have that; he shouldn't.

He didn't want to let anyone in and see the vulnerable side of him, he rarely lets Niall know what he thinks about or how he really is, he didn't want to look weak. It's been years after what happened to him but it haunted him ever since, he never went to see a therapist like people suggested, he never went to get help because he didn't want his ex to be right, he didn't want to be weak.

"So want to watch a scary movie or comedy?" Liam asks, returning to the living room after changing into more comfortable clothes. Zayn had changed back into the sweats Liam gave him the other night but this time with no shirt.

He brings his hazel eyes from the tv to Liam , who was standing at the end of the couch holding up two dvds, one was The Conjuring and the other one was Step Brothers.

"I'm good with whatever" he answers before brining the glass of water to his lips. Liam wanted them to have a non drinking night, Zayn wasn't pleased at the beginning since he knows how flirty Liam gets when drunk but listened nonetheless.

"No choose, I'm not good at choosing" Liam frowns and holds the DVD's closer to Zayn. He absolutely adored the way Liam looked begging him to choose a movie for them to watch. His bushy eyebrows were furrowed together, his lips were pouted a tad bit and eventhough Liam tried to look intimidating, Zayn found him adorable.

"Fine, The Conjuring" he answers, having a small creep to his face but he covers it up by drinking some more water.

"Aw man, I'm trying to sleep tonight" Liam whines but puts the movie on anyways.

"You told me to choose!" Zayn counters back

"Yea but I thought you'd choose Step Brothers" Liam replies, sitting on the couch with Zayn but leaving a small space between them.

"Then put it on"

"No, no it's fine. We'll watch The Conjuring, not like I want to sleep anyway" he says sarcastically and brings a blanket that was set at the end of the couch to cover him.

"Liam..."

"It's fine Zayn, just don't make fun of me if I jump"

"No promises" Liam glares at Zayn while he just smirks back. They kept their eyes on eachother, not saying anything but neither of them were complaining. Liam felt his cheeks begin to heat up from the stare but for some reason couldn't look away. As for Zayn, he was definitely enjoying it, he always enjoys looking at Liam because his eyes brought him comfort, a feeling he hasn't felt in a while.