pretending love

Nithya Intro

"damn still the same nightmare", nithya woke up to avoid the dream hardly and come to reality.

"i don't need any clock to wake me up" she sighed and got down from her bed.

She don't want to stop and think of anything, as she knows all of her thoughts will end up with tears in her eyes.

                       Nithya's POV

I looked up to the calendar knowing already the date today, don't know why i have so many special days which tear my heart into hundred times.

I want to be the same normal girl who just has peace and happiness in my life, knowing that it will always be a dream for me, i quickly get freshened and want to leave my house to work as it will be the only place where i can get rid of thinking something else rather than my life.

Am done with my dressing and make up, as am no where interested in looking at my face in mirror my routine look for work always ends up in 10 minutes, i quickly clipped my hair and get into kitchen to cook something. This is the one of my favorite chores in morning even i don't eat much with all the heaviness and problems i messed up with in my life I cook a lot as once I used to be a big foodie.

My life is completely different from the step outside of my room. I stay in a apartment in bangalore(karnataka)  where my parents stay in my hometown, my hometown is a beautiful place with so many memories that I don't want to recollect at any point in my life. As am only child to them, am the love of my family. I used to be a girl who lives in present and enjoys each moment to the core but last 2 years changed everything.

Suddenly I came into senses when cab driver informed as we reached my destination.
I quickly get into office and started my work as i don't want another roller coaster of emotions in my mind.
I have so many responsibilities in my life adding to them am the team leader for my project and have got plenty enough things to handle but am the one who wished to have this post as I don't want to get free time for myself.

After all these boring yet engaging schedules i got time to call mom. After the call i cursed to myself as it was such a bad idea to call her as she again started my marriage topic.

From all discussion in call, i liked only one thing that the guy whom am going to reject now is "karthik", don't know why but I like this name and i don't have any good friend atleast in my life with that name. Any way I can't force her as she makes the final decision to meet someone like this and I make to reject that one. I chuckled with the thought of this game that always happens.

Thinking of reasons i should frame to reject him, i switched to sleep with all the tiredness and drama i had in my day.