Dream of forbidden love!

A SAD DREAM

You blind me with your dazzling smile,
my heart flutters for a while,
my ears are thirsty for the warmth of your words,
my eyes are misty things get blurred,
its impossible to be with you,
still my legs find the road to you,
i ask my heart to stop this play
to let me go the other way
but,
then it doesnt listen to my screams,
my subconscious wanders in endless dreams,
im finding you,there you are,
i walk nearer,but you still seem far,
i try to hold you,your an illusion,
your presence has made me subside to delusion,
i wake up,touch my face,
a pattern of tears has left it's trace
i cant ask you to be mine,
and i cant let you go,
i wish for god to make the sun shine,
and to let the stars glow,
and make tomorrow better,
because right now my soul is restained with a fetter.

A STRAY HEART

If you think you can burn my soul,
and serve me a platter of your will,
you should know you've already lost your goal,
now my heart is avenging for a kill,
ill not surrender my soul so easily,
I'm not hope lost at sea,
im a warrior who thinks freely,
you created for me a voyage unknown,
its fuel is your constant temper,blown,
a ship set to sail on my accord,
running away from all the hate and fraud,
the weed that i am to you,
why not realize I'm a flower,few,
few are born with these gifts from god,
few rise enough to emerge on top,
yes i am the way i am,
i cant change my person,
I'm a cost not to be altered,
like a straight road cant turn,
its not me who's faltered,
god does not make mistakes,
its your mind that's created a way,
a way you prefer on any other,
if i don't follow that way,
you would think I'm going stray,
i was stray before,
because straying is not straying anymore.