The Man of my Dreams

19

After that kiss, Dave looked around trying to find me. And when he suddenly saw me standing infront of them, I gave him a genuine smile and wave my hands to say goodbye.

So this is what he want huh? He wants me to suffer, right? Do I deserve this? Is this the love he offers? Maraming tanong ang gumugulo sa isip ko habang naglalakad ako palabas ng Amusement Park. I wanted to get away, I wanted to ran away and vanish. Gusto kong mawala. My heartbeat was so loud and fast to the point that I was having a hard time to breathe, I was also crying at the same time. 

"Hello.. C-can you p-pick me up?" Kinailangan ko ng tulong kaya tumawag ako sakaniya.

[I'll be there in a minute.] Makai calmly answered and ended the call na para bang naka-antabay siya sa tawag ko.

"Hey, Aryuna." Dave caught my arm because I was covering my face with my hands because I was crying. Mabuti na nga lang ay walang katao-tao pa sa parking dahil may fireworks pa rin sa loob. I looked at him, he looked like the Dave I met the first time.

"Hmm?" I smiled like nothing happened. Medyo napakalma ko na rin ang sarili ko.

"Where are you going?" He asked like he didn't do something that wrecked me.

"Going home?" I sarcastically said.

"I'll take you home." Kinalas ko ang braso kong hawak niya.

"Why?" I asked. May pake pa pala siya sa 'kin?

"Because I'm your boyfriend? Are you expecting to be picked by someone else huh?" He chuckled. I shooked my head in disbilief realizing that he could think about me that way.

"Fuck you! Boyfriend? Naalala mo pa pala 'yan after all what happened today Dave? Fuck you." Mariin kong sabi.

"What do you mean?" Wala 'tong utak. Sure na ko roon.

"I am fucking.. breaking up with you Dave." Wow. That's the most painful word I heared from myself. Pagkasabi ko noon ay bumuhos ang malakas na ulan. Nananadya ba talaga ang panahon?

"What did I do, Charmira?" Damn it. He was trying to hold my shoulder pero tinatapik ko nang tinatapik ang balikat niya.

"Dave, putangina naman! Pagod na ako okay? Pagod na ako sa 'yo, sa sitwasyon ko ngayon na dahil sa 'yo, sa relasyon na 'to at sa lahat ng bagay na konektado sa 'yo. Kaya please tama na, ayoko na." Hinagod ko ang mukha kong nalulunod na sa ulan. Nababasa na rin siya ngunit hindi siya gumagalaw, nakatitig lang siya sa 'kin.

"No." He caught my arm. Inalis ko 'yon at hinawi ulit ang kamay niya. "Charmira, sorry." I shouted loud when he said that, I cried and bit my lips.

"Ano ba! Tangina naman Dave oh, wala ka bang pinipiling araw? Birthday ko pa talaga? Alam mo in-expect ko na isusurprise mo ako ngayon o icecelebrate natin birthday ko. But thanks for surprising me by the way. What a painful surprise, love." Mariin kong sabi. "Seeing you hold her hand, hug her, gave her love and.. and k-kissed her? It really broke my heart si hard." I started crying.