𝘐𝘵𝘴 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘢 𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦.

Satisfied

His eyes could stare into your soul and make your knees feel like jelly and melt your heart.

His voice was deep and husky and at the same time, timid and meaningful. When he said hi to me, I forgot my name and it set my whole body on fire. That's when I realized that this is not a game.

His face was capable of stopping my ability to breathe and send me to the hospital in the blink of an eye. His smile was brighter than the sun and can make you blind.

He's short, aggressive, smart but stupid, loud, strong, physically fit, obnoxious and can take me to the sky.

So why?

Why do I feel this way? Why do I feel so happy for someone who isn't mine? Why did the world make me fall for him so quickly? Why have I fallen for him so quickly? Why do I feel so unhappy?

He's found another that met his needs and wants. So why can't I be happy about that? He's taken by someone I care about At least he's happy but...what about me?

I can't even have him if I wanted to. He's penniless and the gossip in the city travels quickly. He only wants me to elevate his status. If I tell her that I love him, she would resign and he'd be mine but she'll be lying if she said that she was fine with it. I can't have that on my conscience.

Well at least I keep his eyes in my life

And I know that he'll be happy with her by his side but I also know that...

...no matter who I find...there will be no one that can do what you do to me cause I know...

...𝘐 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘣𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘴𝘧𝘪𝘦𝘥.