I don't have hanahaki (Lumine x Kody)

Ch.1

(Before I start these characters are not mine, this is a fanfiction of the comic Lumine )

Kody POV

For the past few days I've been coughing quite a lot. When I cough blue flower petals come out of my mouth. It can't be that sickness right? No It can't be that's stupid. A sickness that develops over feelings sounds kind of dumb to me to be honest. sadly it is hanahaki but I'm not gonna tell anyone obviously. That would be embarrassing.

Having to confess that I have a crush on the white haired werewolf that used to be my bodyguard, would kill me from embarrassment. how can I resist  not having a crush he's just too beautiful. Like how his beautiful blue heterochromia eyes shine in the sunlight, or like how his white hair looks like glistering snow.

My thoughts were interrupted by me coughing, I looked down at my hand to see a blue flower petal covered in blood on my hand. My throat was killing me from how much I was coughing. You might be thinking why don't you just tell Lumine how your feeling and get this over with? But you see he's straight (I think). He seems like he has a crush on that girl Mona at my school.

I looked at the time, it's almost around when Lumine wakes me up every morning. I couldn't sleep last night I was coughing way too much. Partially because of the sickness and partially because I try to use magic. I heard my door open, I pretended that I was asleep to not worry him.

"Kody come on it time for school"
I groaned as usual, pretending that I didn't want to get up. Lumine grabbed my blanket and try to rip it off of me. But I grabbed the other side trying to keep it on me. But with one hand because the other one still had the flower petal in it. I lost my grip And he fell.
" oof, you have to stop doing that" he said pouting. I'm going to be honest every time he pouts he's adorable. 
I could feel on a flower petal stuck in my throat I was about to cough. I held it in as best as I could.
" OK can you get out now so I can change"
He quickly nodded his head and left. When the door close behind him I let out a hacking coughs. My throat hurts so badly. But I held in that fact and got changed.

When I was done changing I went to the dining room. I saw Lumine at the table eating his breakfast. I sat down next to him as silver put a bowl of cereal in front of me. As I was eating my throat still severely herded. But from past trauma I learned how to mask my feelings. I turned to look at Lumine and he was humming a little song to himself while he was eating his cereal. He noticed that I was looking At him.
"Good morning Kody how did you sleep"
He said whilst smiling.
I blushed and looked away, " I slept good how about you"

He got up because he was done with his cereal. " pretty good I did sleep late though" he giggled a little bit.
I quickly finished my cereal and put it in the sink.

I walk towards the front door and Saw Lumine waiting for me there. I had a chest pain just then. We started walking out the door to my school. Outside was pretty warm , it was a nice spring day.
Lumine was skipping and humming a little song while we were walking. It's really cute to see him like this, that's when my chest pain got even worse. Why do I have to have this damn sickness.

"Ummm hey kody is everything ok"

Shit he's on to me

"No everything's OK"

He Nodded his head and continue walking soon enough we made it to school.
I waved goodbye and he walked towards his Bush. As I walked inside calla walked up to me. We became friends again after what happened.
" dude you like shit, what happened to you"
" wow thank you, you're so nice calla" I said sarcastically.
She laughed " no seriously what happened"
" couldn't sleep"
"Oof" she said with a laugh and then walk towards her classroom.
Shortly after the bell rang it was my cue to go walk towards my class.

School was very boring like usual. It tired me out. Having to run towards the bathroom when I need to cough up petals. People saying I look like shit or I look so tired. I just wanna go home and suffer in peace. I went outside to look for Lumine. I walked towards his bush but didn't see him there. So I walked around trying to find him. I walked to the back of the school. That's when I saw him with Mona.
They were laughing and giggling. That's when my chest pain came back and I could feel the flower petal in the back of my throat. I ran inside towards the bathroom locking the door behind me.
" *cough cough cough cough* ugh I hate this"

*knock knock* "Umm Kody are you I'm there"