My Queen (DISCONTINUED)

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Hello my lovelies

I just wanna give you an update as to why updates are taking so long on my story and others as well.

I have been working so that's one thing but I found someone in February almost March and I really liked him.

He was funny, sweet, caring. He had an amazing personality and was a complete gentleman with me at all times. He called me beautiful. Gave me sweet little comments. Always caught me when I was being self conscious and hyped me up when I wasn't feeling myself. He would cuddle me when we went to sleep and in the middle of the night or in the early morning I would feel him hug me and give my shoulder or neck a kiss.

He let me meet his whole family and shit I even got drunk with them which I am kinda embarrassed about. Face first in the trash can and passed on the couch but his mom didn't care and was sure kind and caring.

I was happy. I mean the happiest I've been in a really long time.

He had told me on multiple accounts he was happy for all these months. Then suddenly he texts me "hey you home? We need to talk"

He said he wasn't happy. Said I was beautiful and I light up a room and that he was sorry.

I cried in front my best friend and she has never seen me cry before. I've always been the strong one. The one comforting her and giving her advice and a shoulder to cry on.

I... I cried at first. Then I got angry and sad.
Now I'm overthinking, depressed asf, and I cry myself to sleep every night. I look to my phone every day wondering if he is going to text but I know he's not.

And yes I know people are going to call me a cry baby and just being an emotional brat but....I can't help it and I'm sorry.

I'm sorry I can't focus on writing a whole lot. I'm going to be better on updating I swear. I love you all so much and appreciate every once of love you all have shown QOT and Together. I don't wanna lose any of you because of this so please please please forgive me🥺

I love you all and hope your doing good😍🥺I may be doing shitty but I hope all of you are doing absolutely amazing ❤️

I hope to see you all next chapter❤️