my gift to this pathetic world ( dekubaku

December first

BAKUGO'S POV

it was Monday, 7:24 am. I wake up. i wanted to fall back into a bliss sleep.., but i didn't need people thinking i'm a weak pathetic piece of shit! so i sigh sadly, i slowly get up, time to be a rude piece of shit. i get dressed for the shitty school day. i walked out my dorm and saw round face, raccoon eyes, emo bitch and pony tail talking they seemed to be planning something, though i didn't pay mind to it really. i walked into the middle. everyone was in groups, i didn't have anywhere to go.. as usual. i just left for class early. i went to class and opened the door going to my seat then sitting down. soon everyone flooded the classroom. i just ignore them keeping my head down. no one came up to me today.. huh.. people are getting bored of me. i waited for class to start which didn't take long, class was cut short to a loud speaker " HEEEEEEEYYY! TODAY WE CUTTING IT SHORT! SOME THINGS CAME UP!!! IT'S SUGGESTED YOU ALL GO YO YOUR DORMS AND DON'T LEAVE WITHOUT AT LEAST 4 PEOPLE TILL DECEMBER 31!!! SINCE THERE SEEMS TO BE A VILLIAN THAT ONLY COMES AROUND FROM DECEMBER 1 TILL DECEMBER 31!!!! " everyone looked happy about the day ending early but unpleased about the villain. i just got up and left back to the dorms. all students doing the same. i got to my dorm before any of those fuckers. i went in and took my clothes off leaving only my boxers on. the scars and cuts all the way to my shoulder, the cuts on my thighs still red and bloody. i laughed.. this was my only way to release the guilt without ruining any pride my dumbass still has, i get knives and razors and cut deep into my thighs and arms, blood gushes. i just laugh and cry at the pain, i deserve it.. i deserve everything that hurts me mentally or physically. i cut myself more before cleaning the cuts. now that everything was clean, i get dressed in a hoodie that was super big and really big sweat pants. i get into bed and fall asleep.