I woke up in the hospital with my baby beside me with it's own bed it's been 2 full years since I've seen mattia or the boys mattia and I did have sex when I was drunk and I did get pregnant too I felt miserable to think such a dick head would like to have a baby with me I told mattia I was pregnant the day he was moving and he said....
"I'll be back I don't want my mom to notice and my dad is practically dying in Italy we have to be there for him I'm sorry"he said then pecking me on the lips
I looked in his eyes glossy just like mine I don't blame him that he left me and the baby his dad is dying I should understand but it's been years
I did have complications with my birth it's a girl and she was premature and had to be kept alive by a machine do you know how painful it is to just look at your own child with wires all around her because she's different.
It's ok to be different but I want her to have a normal life and to live in a loving home with a dad
Hey thanks for 100 reads means a lot
