My Saving Grace

C H A P T E R 1

Dayanara's POV

When I reflect on my past, I truly wish I had put an end to all of this..

Abused.. Used.. Maltreated.. Many words I would use to describe it..

The scars I have carried and suffered, both mentally and emotionally.

This life, like they say, You Only Live Once. There is no After Life. Your life... is your life.

I really don't know how all this came to be. All the misleading, the trust...I Hate This. Right now I wamted to scream at the top of my lungs- Shout, Let it all out. Unfortunately for me, I can't. I'm not your normal, or average as you call it teenage girl. I don't believe in Love. I don't believe in Trust. I dont't believe in Friendship. I honestly don't believe in many things.

There I was, sat in my room writing in my Journal. I closed the book and took a deep breath, trying to soothe the pain, holding tears that have been threatening to spill for God knows how long. I walk to the bathroom, wanting to splash a little water on my face...

As they said..

"Don't do this, it'll affect you" They said.
"Don't do this, you're hurting yourself" They said.

Well for all I cared, they could take that to hell with them.

I'm Dayanara. Dayanara DeVermont.