WHAT ABOUT US?

CONFUSION

(Outfit That aliyah was wearing in the mm)

ALIYAH

"Damn he kinda sexy, yess can you touch me there?"
"Damn mmhhhh"
"I love you too"
"Baby"

*the bell rings*

END OF CLASS

"Ok so chapter 10-15 due tomorrow, I want you all to answer the questions and want them finish by tomorrow" miss Mulatto said.

"I see someone had a beautiful nap" my bestfriend carmen said.
"Look I didn't sleep well yesterday night, my mind was elsewhere, it's weird I'm over here trynna escape my thoughts by sleeping and them bitches wanna attack me there, Wack ass move." Aliyah said while grabbing her stuff to leave.

"Do you know what's causing this? Tummy pain? Nightmare ........Ooh maybe I know, a boy!" She said

"A boy ?" I said. She then proceed to shake her head. "Chileee no thank you, we're good over here, I'm single and very happy thank you" i said placing my bag in my locker.

"Oh reallyyyyyy? Then what was dammm,I love you, babyyy fuckkk about then ? Wanna explain that?" I turn my head so quick "what? What are you talking about ?" Over here panicking and praying that she was the only one who heard me , hopefully I didn't say his name.

"Girl don't be playing dumb you know exactly what I'm talking about". She said opening the door for me to walk in the cafeteria which was packed may I add. "Trust me carm I really don't" I said while sitting at a table.

So today we're Friday what are we doing ? Carmen asked. "Nothing, I mean don't have any plans in mind, do you have one ?" I asked. "No" she answered. I shrug at the though of us not doing anything on a Friday night, moment after, I felt pairs of hand on me, turned to look who it was and it was Jeremiah and his friends.

"Wassup with y'all?" Karl asked. "Nothing much, me and Carmen just trynna plan what we gon do tonight. Why wassup?" I said eating fry. "Y'all trynna chill at my house around 8-9?" He asked. "Who's y'all" ? I asked  " you know, us, me you, Carmen, Karl, jj and cj." He said mainly looking at me.

"Shoot I'm down, as long as Carmen is" I said. It was pretty clear that we were all friends, sometime we would hang out together just to chill, they mad chill and I fuck with them. One in particular, but that wouldn't happen, he's taken, well I think. "You know I'm always down for anything" she says winking at me.

"Bet then see y'all at my house tonight" they said and they all got up to leave. "Sooooo" Carmen said.

"Sooooo what Carmen ?"

"Girl, what are you gonna wear ?"

"Well Imma wear what I'm wearing now, it's not a party or sum" I said taking a bite out of my burger.

"1 you never know with Jeremiah, 2 I beg you, don't wear that please and thx you" she said. I scuff, " what's wrong with my outfit right now" I said looking at myself, it wasn't even bad. I was wearing some gray sweatpants with Nike socks and my red jordans1 with a black shirt that had 2 pac on it, very comfortable.

"NO Aliyah, you are not wearing this, nothing is wrong with this outfit, it's just you've been wearing it the whole day and you probably sweated in them, you don't want this, we don't want this babes, end of discussions."

"Fine. Meet me at my house at like 7:30" i said packing my stuff to leave.

"As you wish your highnesses" she said. "Girlllll bye" I said laughing.

7:30 AT ALIYAH'S HOUSE 

It was now 7:30 pm, I was sitting in my chair infront of my makeup table doing my makeup, I did the regular stuff, like applied foundation mascara, lip gloss (.etc). By this time now, I was now waiting for Carmen to come pick me so we could go. I decided to straighten my hair to past the time. It was now 8:30 and I was all ready and now waiting for carmen.

I was looking at myself in the mirror and starting getting second thoughts on my outfit for tonight. I felt like I was doing too much, I'm more like a comfortable person, I wanna wear something that's comfortable. 

*DING DONG*

"And that's must be carmen" I said to myself. I grabbed my bag, my lipgloss and keys and went downstairs to meet with Carmen.

"Ma I'm out with Carmen ok ?!"

"Ok when are you coming back"

"I don't know yet, I'll text you. Bye, love you" I said while closing the door and locking it. I march down the stairs and went to carmens car. "Wassup bitch, how you like the outfit?"

"Okkkkk me like it" she said. "Let me see your ass" she said while I turn around and show it to her. "Damn bitch, ur ass popping out, we love to see it"  as she gave me a big smack on my ass.

"Damn bitch why so hard, let's just go man".

1 HOURS PAST AT JEREMIAH HOUSE

"Aliyah you looking like a snack right now, I ain't even gon cap" Jeremiah said. Chile In my head I was going crazy, he was giving the crazy eyes and saying slick shit, I had to act like I didn't know what he meant when a bitch was drowning inside. I guess that meant that he was indeed single, if he was flirting with me,it was perfect for me.

I asked carmen to take a picture of me to see how I like it, the picture wasn't to badd, my body actually looked neat there. 

I got up and went to the kitchen to get me a drink cause I was mad thirsty, surprisingly, no one was in the kitchen. Grabbed me a cup to pour myself some Hennessey and Coke with a little bit of ice, that's the shit really, I then opened the fridge to grab some to eat, found some fresh grapes to turn around to find Jeremiah standing behind me looking at me.

"I see that you've made yourself comfortable" he said grabbing a cup and pouring some of that ciroc.

"My bad I was just looking for some snack, and I was thirsty lol" I said not looking at his face.

"It's all good shawty. Soo how you liking tonight ? The house ?" He asked "it's chill, like it. And the house is so big, so much space really" I said while looking at the ceiling.

He went beside my ear to wisper " I got something that's big too" with his arm all around me. Damn I didn't even notice when he got closer to me I thought to myself. " oh ya? What's that" I said playing smart.

"Girl you know that stuff can change your life, you wouldn't even know how to act" he said looking at me while sliding his hand down to my back. "Boy please" I said trying to get away.

"I feel like you think I'm playing, this shit really gon change your life." He said and I laughed. " aight bet come here" he said getting in his room.

" man what do you wan-" cutting me off, he grabbed me by my throat and looked me in my eyes. Like at this point I was really drunk and his was just high but I was liking this situation I was in right now .

"Jeremiah!!" I heard jj scream. "Yeah I'm coming" he then looked at me and said "wait here imma be back". "I don't know if I can keep that promise" I said.

It's been 15 min now, I've been waiting for Jer ever since jj called him, I don't think he left, he wouldn't have left me hanging like that. I  was hella tired and didn't want to wait anymore so I went where everyone was at I immediately felt dumb, so stupid.  I saw Jeremiah and his girlfriend Tania kissing infront of everyone on the couch while she was sitting on his lap.  Him and I made eye contact and directly search for Carmen so we could go, i couldn't take this right now.